Thursday, April 17 - I'm pissed... I was writing this long email to my friend about my day when my cat comes over and sits on the keyboard... for a second time... I try to get him off it and he bites me... so of course... he closes the email window and totally craps up the entire computer... I love him but sometimes... aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhh...I had a great day today... lotsa fun... *insert smile here*... I wanna make a movie... and I'm working on a very cool idea... I won't be able to make it myself but I'm gonna see if I can write the script and see where that takes me... I'm not gonna even mention the idea here... too big a risk... but if I can pull it off it'll be great... I would just like to say that I was watching a Dark Angel interview with Jessica Abla today... and I must just mention... that she should be blonde... she fits the steriotype perfectly... sorry girl, but it's true... I would also like to mention that, she is a Great Actress because I saw the interview... and I've been watching Dark Angel non stop for a week, and the two people (Jessica and Max) seem to be completely different, that is good acting... i don't know if I should be putting more interesting things in here... about seriously philosophical thoughts about stuff, but, to be honest, I don't have that many views... I think about what I know about... I stay away from what doesn't concern me... and I ignoor what doesn't interest me... how boring am i?... I sometimes think I should probably try to pay attention to more things, to care about the world and everyone in it... but I just can't do that... I can be sympathetic at times... like when my friend told me her grandfather had died... I did the standard "I'm sorry"... before I could even stop myself... It was true, I was sorry, but before I could think about it the standard human response kicked in and left me feeling, somewhat un-expressive... after, I wanted to say something like, how are you? how did it happen? to be a shoulder... That probably doesn't even make sense but no one is probably reading this anyway... good thing or bad thing?.. doesn't really matter... i don't write it for the audience... i write it for the expression... It's 10:41PM here... probably not the best time to be blogging, I should probably be sleeping... but I'm sending my japanese pen pal the address for this blog in case she wants to read it. Kae, if you don't understand a lot of this don't worry. It's not that important anyway... I haven't actually been out of the country I was born in yet... It's sorta weird saying that... most of my friends have been overseas, New Zealand, Sri Lanka, France, Colombia... a range of different places... but I haven't left the soil here... It's weird... I'm probably going to NZ at Christmas, I don't know if I even want to... the only reason i'd be going is to say that I've been to another country... and then i'm just like everyone else... After I finish school I want to go live overseas... don't know which city yet... but I want to go love in america (only god knows y)... of all places, america... lol... anyway... i might go on exchange for a year... that'd be cool... Okay... enough blogging tonight... I'm gonna go watch monty python now... cyall later... luv ya... |
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