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Tuesday, May 13 - I am currently sitting on a crappy broken computer chair, wrapped in a blanket... it's not as wonderful as it sounds... I was trying to blog this morning but blogger was stuffing up and wouldn't publish... probably still broken but i'll write this anyway...I was talking to my brother about 5 minutes ago... I told him I didn't want to go to school anymore... he said he didn't want to either... and he said if he has to I have to... I told him I didn't like it anymore and he told me nobody does... but i thought about my friends... they seem to like going to school... they seem to like learning... I used to like school... in primary school when I was doing okay at it... it would be nice if there was someone to talk to... but there's nobody... I can't talk to my friends because they are too nice and if I even mentioned leaving school helz would make me promise not to and I just know they wouldn't let me even talk about the idea... I cant talk to my mum because i've tried and she's just not the right person to talk to... she doesn't understand... I can't talk to my dad because I never talk to me dad... we're lucky if we say 10 words to each other once a week... the worst part is that I don't seem to mind... I can't talk to my brother because he's in yr 12 which means he's doing more work and more important work than me and he's getting through it and I'm doing less hard stuff and i'm struggling... I probably shouldn't be complaining... but i'm still going to because i can... mwahahaha... I just watched the saddle club... evil show but there was nothing else on... I coulda watched MASH but I wasn't really in the mood for it... tomorrow I probably have to go to school... we have a drama thing and i've already paid so mum wants me to go... Tom's been sleeping on my bed all day... he's finally up and sitting on the computer table with me... i think he's hungry but I don't wanna feed him yet because I want him to stay in the room and keep me company... If I feed him he'll eat and want to go outside... and i won't seem him for a couple of days... I luv him... he's so cute... he's licking his paw nmow... he's cleaning his face... he's probably the one thing in my life that I can't live without... he's so cute... anyway... I watched buffy last night... It was a good episode I think... very cool... I didn't tape it so I had to tell mitchie what happened myself... I had two chicken jaffles for lunch today... made them myself... mitchie came home from school at 2pm today... i didn't know but it appears he had a free period... anyway... he came home and watched some crummy educational dvd so I went into the other room and watched the Matrix... it was funny coz he came out about 30mins into it and sat down and watched the rest with me... I must say that the Saddle Club is doing okay... most kids clubs fold within two weeks of the starting date... this one seems to be doing substantially better... anyway... I think i might stop writing now... i'm gonna do some serious "template-fucking" on this blog and at my geocities account... cya crumble | 5:53 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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