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Thursday, August 28 - It gets dark. And all of a sudden the template changes. Blank. I was all ready to blog and then I change the screen to this and now i'm blank. The ideas have disappeared. They're all gone. I have nothing to say. I have nothing to write. I'm empty. Like a petrol tank. Like a chuppa chup. Like a hungry person. Anyway.I'm tired. And a bit bored. But more anxious than anything. I don't want to go to school anymore. But I suppose I have to. It's like a given. I wasn't there today. Or yesterday. But i'll go tomorrow. I finally spoke to mum yesterday night. I went and said hello and we watched tv for a while. Until she fell asleep. How weird is that. Isn't it mean't to be the other way around. I should call Megan tonight. Beg her to come with me on Friday night. It's this Battle of the Bands thing. I really have no idea what it's about. But for some reason I wanna go. Anyway. Mum said she'd drive me all the way to school tomorrow. But I don't want that. I'd prefer to catch the train. Talk to my friend. Avoid the traffic. Have you noticed how in this post i've stopped doing my three dots. They usually mean like a pause or something. But I have tried to avoid them in this blog. This post is probably boring. But I don't really feel like posting. I don't feel like sharing anymore. With anybody. It gets to me that nobody can understand what's going on in my head. I find it annoying that i'm the only one who thinks the way I do. And who feel the way I do. But the real weird thing is that I dont think i've met the person I wanna share that with yet. Weird? I agree. I like keeping myself to myself. Although u might not agree by the way I blog. Sometimes I have to get stuff out in the open. And when I write it down it makes me feel better. Like things will sort themselves out. And it's so easy to do. I'm trailing. Starting on one though then finding another and writing about that. It basically means this post is very very random. Not very deep. Unjustified. Flighty. I want to go see Pirates of the Carribbean. It's not out until SEPTEMBER 11TH. I checked. So hopefully when It comes out I can drag people to come see it with me. They should come willingly. Hopefully on the Friday. It's so much better going to the movies on friday. I prefer going out on fridays to going out on the Weekends. On the Weekends u have to get someone to drive you there and back. And with all my friends living around the country it's hard to find a mutual meeting point. On friday it's easy. We can just go to the movies together after school. The problem is that people have to get home by themselves. Which is annoying coz it means we have to see a movie almost straight away and we can't hang around afterwards because it gets dark. Suddenly this post gets long. After starting with a Blank. I hate that. I start writing and things start flowing and I end up blogging for hours. Just to let you know, I started this at 2pm. We'll see what time I finish it. What happened to the rest of the templates? I was looking around blogger to change the template to another one of my baby blogs and I can like onyl find about 7 different layouts. When I chose the templates for this blog I had millions of choices. I almost couldn't decide. Now they are either hiding from me, i've lost my touch, or they have taken them away. Thats sorta annoying. Oh well. No loss of mine really. crumble | 2:36 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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