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Monday, August 11 - It's time to post... my letter... forgot a stamp... back to the post shop... forgot my money... back home... time to post my letter... I feel tired... and stuffed... and all I want to do is write Alice... and film it... and then be happy... :-)... anyway... I'm on the Yale website... not that I want to go there... just so I can research and try and convince someone to go overseas with me... hehehehe... it'd be sooooooo fun...After I read a fanfic my head starts swirling... I have these thoughts... I think that I can do anything... I can live by myself and have these amazing friends and get into all sorts of adventures... that would be nice... don't get me wrong, I have amazing friends... but it somehow feels different... hmmmm... anyway... when I finish school I might go to tafe... I think I want to do a film making course... coz that's what I really wanna do... I like Web Design too but Film Making is my passion... as well as writing and singing... I seem to like the things that I can take control of... oh well... I don't want to go to the really close uni to where I live... it's way too close... which makes it seem not like university... lol... does that make any sense? I'm trying to not name things here... lol... me and my fear of sharing... I want to do something... I'm probably gonna get really sappy here... lol... me and my sappyness... I wanna say something... something deep... lol... something tragic... something so utterly pathetic that it will make every single person within earshot suddenly fall down and die... yes, everybody... *i'm biding my time here until I think of something to say* The yale website is much better than the Harvard one... harvard's is quite dull... and hard to read... hard to find where you are and stuff... the yale website is very simple... with a very aesthetically pleasing blue color scheme... lol... I have to go now... it's almost 730pm and I have homework to do... mum doesn't like the fact that i'm on the computer now... she wants me to be working... hehehehehe... like that's gonna ever happen... anyway I should be being good... because that's me... good girl to the core... always doing the right thing... always finishing my homework on time... always asking for help... always brushing her teeth (most of the time at least)... always looking right and left before crossing the road... and always being nice to the old lady who wants to cross the street... I don't like it... i'm boring... i'm average... I want to be different... I want to stand out... do you ever just want to do something stupid so people can laugh at you?... coz that's what I wanna do right now... problem is that it's dark... which means i'm at home and noone will be able to see anything I do... oh well... maybe i'll dye my hair... lol... like that's ever going to happen... i'm bored... and my brother is mean... he borrowed my calculator... he did ask first... but still... anyway... I've been looking through random american universities and their film courses... all of them seem boring... I want something exciting and fresh... hehehehe... I might stick to a tafe course... and then rent a tiny run down apartment with a bath... I can share it with a friend and stuff... and it'll be cool... coz i'll learn to cook and stuff... and... yeah... that... Mother says my writing should become more sophisticated... well... um... yeah... right... I like being childish and my first novel will be written exactly how I want it to be... I write how I talk... it's the easiest way... you can tell when someone thinks about something too much because if you try and read it out loud you can't... like you can't understand it properly... well u understand it when u think about it... but the words don't flow out of your mouth and stuff... oh the growing pains... crumble | 7:44 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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