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Thursday, September 4 - 2pm and a shitty movie... Let me tell you about yesterday... the following interesting things happened...1) I played soccer 2) I made a speech 3) I saw a movie 4) I went to drama 5) and my dog died Not in that particular order... 1) I played soccer At lunch i think Maya went to go get a soccer ball and we played... with Janani's group like usual... it was okay... Megan wasn't goalie coz she had a meeting... I didn't ask what about... so Rosie was goalie and as usual I stood just in front of her and didn't really run much... I scored a goal... hehehehe... I kicked it and it went up and up and down and down and hit the other wall low enough to be counted... yay! I soon redeemed myself with the other team by missing a ball that was coming right at my foot... they scored a goal... 2) I made a speech Mary Armstrong speeches... I made a fucking fool of myself... I wasn't ready... I wasn't any good... the speech was boring... nobody liked it... the two people before me actually won the thing so it probably wasn't a good spot to be going... I was forth... crappy topics... I shoulda said no to my teacher when she asked me to do it... I have no idea how im gonna show my face around school again... it was bloody awful... I mucked up my prepared speech... completely... I kept losing my place and forgetting my lines... I'll admit that I could do it a couple of years ago... but not this year... crappy everything... Everyone keeps saying that it was good but it wasn't... they're just saying it to be nice... but it doesn't help... I shouldn't've been up there in the first place... I wasn't second in the class... I wasn't third... I probably wasn't fourth... I was just there so she picked me... u know what my roll call teacher said when she saw me "At least you got up there and had a go"... she's probably the only teacher in my school that I like all the time but when she said that I wanted to throttle her... but at least she was honest... fuck honesty... I just want it to be forgotten... I want to melt into the background... I want to disappear... interesting concept... 3) I saw a movie After school Rosie, Megs, Kath, Maya and I went to see American Wedding... it was okay... not great... I reckon the whole thing was missing something... maybe a plot... The entire movie was about Stiffler... about how he likes this girl... the other movies had something different... although Jim was the main character they were still all about the group of guys and each of them had a storyline... I didn't think this one had that... The guy... with the ex-girlfriend (Tara Reid)... yeah... he had about 20 lines in the entire movie... he was barely in it... and they lost too many characters... the guy that played Lacross and his girlfriend were both missing and they didn't say anything to explain where they were... NOT GOOD!... Overall... I'll give it a 4/10... waste of money and time... lucky it wasn't that long... 4) I went ot drama The yr 12's at Mitchie's school were doing their drama performances for the public and we went to watch... they were really good... I gotta say i'll never forget Little Jonnie... but they were all excellent... it's bloody hard to pick just one to like... so i'm gonna say I loved them all and they were all EXCELLENT!!!!!!!... I sat next to Erin and Alicia... Erin and I sat down in 2 seats and then the people next to us moved so ALicia and her mum came over to sit with us... it was good... And the drama with Mike in it... um... the one with the brief case and stuff... um... Super Bush... hehehehe... funnie 5) My dog died Weird huh... We were driving home... mum just picked mitchie up from school and me up from the movies and she told us in the car... apparently the headlights we both saw tuesday night were actually the car that stopped and found him... he got hit by a car again... i think thats number 3 or 4... he hurt his spine again and aparrently he was in shock and his heart conked out... It's weird... I've always wanted a puppy and I thought about it yesterday and decided i didn't want one... I duno if I miss him yet... coz we've had him since I was a baby... we found him and kept him... he was called Bingo... If u didn't know... I keep saying "him"... not very nice of me... I haven't cried for him yet... I cried when Red died... now we only have one animal... used to have three... sorta sad... We've had three pets die on us... Ebony, Red and Bingo... Ebony was gorgeous... I don't talk about her at all anymore... she was a black cat with white under her chin... she was very tempremental... A while after she died I came to the conclusion that I didn't like her that much... I dont' think she likes me much either... Red was different... Red was a baby... Ebony died from a tick... she was really old when it happened... Red... I can't remember how red died... It was either a car or a tick or a snake... I should bloody well remember how he died... It wasn't that long ago... fucking hell i'm appalling... Bingo died... I just want to say to the person that hit him that I hope they're having a fucking great time right about now... thank you for fucking stopping... asshole... I'm depressed right about now... didn't fucking go to school today... I don't want to talk to anybody right now... I dont wanna see anybody... I dont wanna do anything... I don't wanna talk to anyone... I think i'm repeating myself... I slept in until 2 today... 2pm... which means I had 15 hours sleep... Woke up groggy... ate lunch and now i'm on the net at 4:37PM... fucking hell im pathetic... it's appalling... I dont do what I want to do and blame that one everything else and when I can do what I want to do I don't and I blame that on everything else and when I do everything else I get distracted and do what I want to do but I do it half-arsed and blame that one everything else... does anybody get that? I don't really give a crap if u do... and im not going over it if u dont... I dont think I want anyone to read this anymore... but what can you do? it doesn't matter... Nothing matters... crumble | 4:50 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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