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Tuesday, September 9 - Been there done that... Well... i'm pissed sorta... and sad sorta...It seems I can't do Legal Studies next year... bummer... it was the first subject I decided on... very annoying the fact that Legal Studies, Drama, Art, and Economics are all in the one line... coz I'm interested in them all... and it means I can only do one... so I have a slight problem... i'm gonna do IPT, Drama, English+1, Maths, Business Studies... and... and... well... I don't have anything more to do... and I have to pick one more subject it seems... grrrrrrrrrrrr... so... I want to do a TAFE course... but it seems they are too hard to organize timetables and stuff... grrrrrrrr... so I gotta think of something else... my options r like: : physics : music 1 : history, ancient : history, modern : biology : german, french (but i'm not sure if their continuers or not... it didn't say) : IT so thats like my choices... which is a total bummer... mum wants me to do either music or IT... grrrrrrr... I'm not interested in any of them... they all seem deadly boring... so I wanna do a TAFE course... but I doubt mum and the school will let me... i've taken to asking mum if I can stay at my school every day... <<<---- that sentence was ambiguous... let me try again... every day i ask mum if i can stay at my current school... she is currently saying no but i'm gonna start to slowly turn on the charm... start to complain about buses... and how i like trains better... and be good... and do my work as soon as i come home from school... and wake up to my alarm in the mornings... stuff like that... make it seem like i'm doing better at my school... i'll talk about my friends and tell her that they help me with my work... coz they're so smart... and they're all nice and stuff... and i'll invite them over and they'll be really good and stuff... lol... turning on the charm! ;-) Today something hit me... not literally... more... um... the other one... metaphorically... yeah... yeah... so I was like on the train and i sorta realised something about someone i know (cryptic huh...)... and I sorta realise that I take them for granted (well actually there's lots of people I take for granted but i am going to focus on this one for a paragraph)... anyway... I sorta realise that I am being a bad person so i'm gonna be nicer and try and spend more time with this person and less with other people... does that sound mean? I reckon it is... but i'm a mean bitch with no concience... Maya's learning the bass... how cool is that?... kate's teaching her... in lunches... it's very cool... hopefully if maya gets really cool we can form a girl band and tour around the world doing gigs in pubs with nobody watching except drunk men hiding from the wrath of their wives... hehehehe... hollywood here we come! I have too many blogs to read... I have some backreading to do on kitty's... probably one more post on joy's then to check mal's... bloody hell... too much to do... + i got maths homework and this sheet to do and a teenie weenie bit of commerce... I know what your all saying "It's only 8:41PM, you've got pleanty of time"... but I know me... and i'm not getting off this computer before 9:30 at least... lol... me bad... I'm trying to think of something to say... yesterday got pissed... am still pissed... but should learn to control my anger... i stew... i keep thinking about something that pissed me off until I forget why it did... then i get over it... i don't normally act on my anger... unless it envolves my brother or my mum or dad and it's a HUGE thing... my family don't apologize... and since my father has not yet... I am still ignooring him... for a good month now... wonder if he'll even remember my birthday... doubt it... I am a self-preserver... I think i've said this before... i feel bad now... fucking bad... i have just happened to stumble upon what seems to be the lost city of livejournals... it seems that people from school have them... and write in them... which is slightly annoying... coz I wanna be special... murry was sorta right... the specialness has gone out of blogging... but it's not coz of my group doing it... it's coz of everyone else doing it... i am not gonna specify names... coz i dont wanna... Um... right... anyway... this is tough... i'm trying to add a tagboard to helz'z blog... trying to add links on this blog... maybe it'd all be easier if we shared a blog? would that work? although i sorta like mine being mine... not filled up with someone elses thoughts... just mine... crumble | 9:20 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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