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Thursday, October 23 - Yesterday I cracked... finally cracked under the pressure of exams... it wasn't pretty...This is just a short blog saying that im going into hibernation for a few weeks... very little blogging will take place and not much chattering or talking either... my computer is at the repair shop... and i'm not allowed to blog on my brothers so don't tell him i'm writing now... *hides under her desk from all the evil people in the world* I really have a problem with people right now... i wish i was meaner... but only sometimes... my brother wants to make a website so it seems i'm going to help him... it'll take ages... havta learn more scripts... grrrrr...  I am going to take helani's blog off my link list soon... because she never blogs anymore... shes neglecting her baby!... *sob sob*... anyway... over now... I have decided to be happy i'm leaving school... it's a change... and the way i'm feeling right about now i wouldn't be able to stand another week where i am right now... my school is good... it's fine... it's just... well... at the moment its the people... not that my friends aren't prefect... it's just... well... i hate my drama class... it's insufferable... and my group is too big... it was never a problem before but now... everything we do we have to make smaller groups... and it's impossible for everyone to hang out with everyone else... i never see half the group.... we're all close to different people within the group... we're not a group... we're a bunch of people who just happen to hang out with each other for the sake of convenience and the fact that we can't find any other friends... As you can probably tell i'm not in the best of moods... i can fit under my desk... in the little part... yesterday i grabbed my lamp, my tv remote, my cd remote, a book, Barnaby and my pocket knife and sat under my desk listening to Evanescence play really loudly on my cd player... my blinds were shut, my door was locked and my tv was on mute... "and in this retched box you will find my life" MY BLOG! THIS IS MY BLOG! I will not apologize for anything I say in my blog... EVER! NEVER EVER EVER NEVER! Got it? So if u don't like what i'm saying either close the bloody window or go screw a donkey... *fells relieved to get that out of her system* Tomorrow we're going to the beach... aparently... with my family, not with the group... Jenna's coming i think... i duno if i wanna swim but i'll hang around... don't really wanna go out though... wanna hang out in my room... sleeping in and watching daytime tv reruns all day... oh the joys of being a teen... Step 1: Find an apartment in LA Step 2: Find a job in LA Step 3: Find a school in LA Step 4: Find a flight to LA Step 5: Get some bloody money so u can make it happen! Well... i can do step 1 and step 4... Step 3 and Step 2 havta go together coz they havta be near each other... and with step 1... Step 5 isn't gonna happen anytime soon but u can hope can't you? can't you? Good Will Hunting October 24, 25 November 19, 20 A janitor at MIT, Will Hunting (Matt Damon) has a gift for math that can take him light-years beyond his blue-collar roots, but to achieve his dream he must turn his back on the neighborhood and his best friend (Ben Affleck). To complicate matters a washed-up shrink (Robin Williams) enters the equation and coaches Will through his transformation. Directed by Gus Van Sant. Academy Award winner for Best Original Screenplay (Ben Affleck and Matt Damon) and Supporting Actor (Robin Williams). Philadelphia October 17, 18 All too often, films that aim to ennoble and uplift fail completely to connect with audiences on an emotional level. Not so this film, a work as moving as it is groundbreaking. For the first big-budget Hollywood film about the growing AIDS epidemic, director Jonathan Demme assembled an enormously talented cast, headed by Tom Hanks as a gay lawyer unjustly fired because he has AIDS and Denzel Washington as the straight lawyer who reluctantly defends him. With Joanne Woodward, Jason Robards, Antonio Banderas and Bruce Springsteen's Oscar®-winning song, "Streets of Philadelphia." Risky Business October 4, 24, 25 November 16, 17, 20, 21 This smart, cynical ‘80s comedy not only taught a generation of teens that sometimes you’ve just got to say “what the f---.” to life’s problems, but also showed filmgoers just how cute Tom Cruise could look playing air guitar in his tighty-whities. Cruise plays a high school student with hopes of an Ivy League future who runs afoul of a pimp (Joe “Joey Pants” Pantoliano) after setting up a brothel of his own with call-girl Lana (Rebecca De Mornay). The Messenger: The Story of Joan of Arc October 5 Luc Besson’s historial epic about the illiterate peasant girl who led the French army to victory in the name of God and was subsequently burned at the stake as a heretic. Milla Jovovich, Dustin Hoffman, John Malkovich and Faye Dunaway star. I WANT CABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a really cute blogskin that I thought helani would love... here's a link... ... i think its gorgeous... and IF SHE WERE BLOGGING I THINK SHE SHOULD USE IT! I was also looking at more blogskins like yesterday and I found one that I thought our group might like to use... so we could all blog on the one page and talk to each other through it... here's the skin preview... there are other nice ones... Chocoadict Slipknot Star Flower A blue and white dream A day at the pond Horror Movie Beauty is in the eye of the beholder Behind the veil Black Orange Stars Orion Black'n'White I want you guys to tell me which one you like for the GROUP blog... which will include our group at school... all those who want to join... tell me which... comment damnit... I am done... i am done... finito... finished... over... capish... um... over... done... like a burnt turkey... i can hear birds... lots of birds... i had to vacumn the car today... until the vacumn cleaner broke (it wasn't me I swear)... so I didn't get to do the boot... but i did the rest... good me... mum is also teaching me how the car works... like if u take the hand break off and put the car into drive it will drive forwards without i pressing the accellerator... we found that out the easy way... um... and i got to steer the car twice... she almost let me actually drive in the drivers seat but then she chickened out coz i was acting like someone just gave me sugar... anyway... i really don't care what happens to my life anymore... i think i have this disease thing... where if i make up a story in my head (always about me) and i keep it going for over a week i start to believe it a bit and I start to think that my life doesn't matter... all that matters is my made up life... and that's all i care about... *points at last paragraph* some insight for the lonely people Cool Buffy Website Apparently Spike is signed to be in Angel when it comes back on tv... interesting... duno how... he sorta sizzled out of the last episode *cracks up at own joke*... *claps* no cordelia... *cries* no connor!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *kicks random readers* CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!! the only reason I watched the bloody show in the first place... he's gone... no... it can't be... noooooooooo... bastards... *is happy spike's not dead*... *cries coz connor is missing* maybe spike ate him? interesting thought... he probably could... connor is like half demon stuff... he was raised in a demonic dimension which accounts for why he's onyl been alive for a year and he's already 17... he's parents were both vampires and his mother staked herself to give him life... Wesley's sorta cute though... but he's too old damnit... grrrrrrr... need connor back... This post was not going to be long... but i don't have any other crap to do... *swear jar*... Whoever gets to be number 1,000 on my website gets a special present from me... duno what it's going to be yet... just tell me if the counter's on 1,000 when u visit... yes... okay... it's 7:27 and I haven't eaten dinner yet... we had Hungry Jacks for lunch... yummy in my tummy... but ugly on my bummy... well... that was my inner child coming out in droves... one day when i'm old and famous i'm going to convert this blog to a book... and publish it... bad spelling and all... and say it's me... exactly who i am and exactly who i'll be until the day i kill myself... frightening thought that... the staying the same forever part... not the killing myself part... that, i've come to terms with... i don't want to stay myself forever... but i will... it's just how it's going to be.. nothing i can do about it... i will die a lonely old maid with noone to do my laundry... Aussie idol is just starting... i don't think i'll watch it... i mean i want to... but i just found a fanfiction that i wanna read... after months and months and months of searching... I can't link it coz the site is all framey and stuff and it doesn't show u where the exact story is and everything... blah blah blah... but its on the MITM and it's called Boys... so have a look if u want... very saucy... chapter 3 and they're already in her apartment snogging... damn poms... no dignity... Now it's chapter 4 and she's hitting on the friend... damn poms... oh wait, she's canadian... damn canadans... grrrrrrr... sound like americans but live higher up... lol... "2 hours, dinner, desert, many exchanges of personal information, and 12 death euphemisms later, the 5 sat around on the deck, finishing some drinks"... you probably don't get the euphamism part... but i do... and i think it's funny... hehehe... awwwwwwwwww... she went to say goodnight but he'd already walked too far down the hall to hear her... so sad... “Yeah, the whole pointy-eared-bow-twanger thing, very cool.” ~ Allison on Legolas She's trying all the guys on one at a time and then she's gonna get with one and break the other's heart and then end up breaking up with the one she really loves because of some sort of cheating incident (could be on either part) and then the one that likes her but she doesn't like it going to sacrafice his feelings for hers and get the two lovebirds back together... i think i've seen this storyline somewhere before... lol “I wasn’t talking about you! I was talking about Orlando!” ~ Allison to Elijah about him thinking she liked him Elijah began to calm, and he sighed another heavy sigh. “Okay, sorry. I just…” He looked her in the eyes. “I know we’ve only known each other for a little while…and this is all really sudden but…I like you, Allison. A lot.” “I like you too.” Allison nearly whispered. “But…I think I need time. I need to figure stuff out.” ~ From Boys “Wash your face, change into your night clothes.” ~ What the hell are night clothes? Like clubbing clothes? coz he's referring to Pj's... THEY ARE PJ's GODDAMNIT! Lol... she insulted him with the word "dork"... i think the word dork is so old that it's not an insult anymore... it's like... um... well... like a word u use when ur in primary school and forbidden from swearing... lol... Chapter 9 and she's already kissed all 4 best friends... and slept with one... and got terribly drunk twice... and gone to the beach twice and someone's got stitches and someone wiped-out and already we have uncovered the terrible secret of her doctor parents dying in a car crash when she was 18... mary sue? I tell you! Omg.. chapter 11 (final chapter)... she wrote each of them a LETTER! ANYTHING BUT A LETTER! bloody wench... “I’m in love with Allison…” Dom whispered to himself. Billy, Elijah and Orlando exchanged glances again, and without saying anything, had a whole discussion. ~ OH MY GOD! “Thank you, Dominic.” She whispered. “Thank you for following me.” He smiled as he leaned her back, and kissed her softly beneath the falling sky. ~ I'm normall one for sappy romances but this story made me wanna puke... now to read the sequal! Boys By CJPeck Chapter 1: Boys meet girl. Orlando wipes-out. Dominic gets stitches. Chapter 2: Girl becomes cold. Chapter 3: Rabid fangirl appearance. Dominic makes-out with girl. Girl says no to sex. Dom leaves. Chapter 4: Billy and girl play 20 questions. Chapter 5: Billy gives girl quick peck on the lips. Chapter 6: Billy kisses girl on cheek. Girl talks to Elijah about all boys. Chapter 7: Elijah makes out with girl. Girl says no to sex. Girl explains that she actually likes Orlando and not Elijah. Chapter 8: Elijah smokes. Elijah and girl fight about girl being a group girlfriend. Girl gets drunk. Orlando rescues girl from bar. Chapter 9: Orlando and girl talk. Girl says yes to sex. Elijah sees girl in sheet. Elijah then gets angry at Orlando and girl. Chapter 10: Orlando and Elijah make up(not out u dirty teen) over girl. Billy talks to girl. Billy kissed girl. Chapter 11: Girl is in lust with Orlando. Girl used Elijah. Girl doesn't deserve Billy. Girl is leaving. Dominic loves girl. Dominic chases girl. Dominic finds girl. Boy kisses girl. THE END. Wilsons note: If I was any one of these guys or in a situation similar i'd take the little slut on a cruise in the middle of the pacific and dump her and her bloody camera overboard. Girl By CJPeck Prologue: Billy is jealous of girl and Dom. Chapter 1: Dom gets hit by car. Chapter 2: Billy sleeps in same bed as girl. Girl falls asleep before sex. Chapter 3: Insults progressed from 'dork' to 'freak'. Billy kisses girl on beach. Dom unconsious in hospital for 3 weeks. Chapter 4: Dom needs surgery. Orlando tells girl to sort it out with Billy before Dom wakes up. Chapter 5: Billy dreams about girl. Dirty dream. Billy says he loves girl. Girl says it was a mistake. Billy tries to convince girl. Girl runs away (they always do). Chapter 6: Billy and Orlando talk. Dom has surgery. Girl gets coffee. Elijah smokes lots. Orlando bites his fingernails. Chapter 7: Billy promises an unconsious Dom not to kiss the girl again. Billy tells girl. Girl kissed Billy. Chapter 8: Girl says yes to sex. Billy runs away in the morning. Introduction of girl's friend. Chapter 9: Dom wakes up. Dom has spaz attack. Girl forgets night. Chapter 10: Billy takes girl2 to a pub. Billy gets into fight. Girl2 compliments Billy. Chapter 11: Girl2 tells Girl1 that she likes Billy. Dom is awake. Chapter 12 (final chapter): Dom comes home from the hospitable. Dom and Girl1 kiss. Billy will always love her. THE END "With each article of clothing she blindly removed from his body she thought, This is wrong. Off with his jacket, This is wrong. Shirt off, This is wrong. Pants off, This is wrong. So why didn’t she stop? Maybe it was that every time ‘This is wrong’ popped up, it was immediately pushed away by all the jumbled pain, lust, confusion, depression, desire, and love she felt. Whatever it was though, before she knew it, he was starting to unclothe her." ~ Finally the good part! Wilsonz Note: Well... I agree that she is very much less slutty in this story... but still... god... she's still a whore... lol... Part 3 here I come! Boys and Girls by CJPeck Chapter 1: Girl2 returns from school. Billy is torn between girls. Dom and Girl1 still together. Chapter 2: Whole Group go to a club. Billy still torn. Chapter 3: Girl1 is pregnant. Girl1, Girl2, Dom and Billy go to a basketball game. Massage involved. Chapter 4: Ooooooo. Aparently it's Billy's kid. Coz Girl1 never slept with Dom. Girl1 can't remember sleeping with Billy. Girl1 thought it was a dream. Billy knows. Girl2 likes Billy. Girl2 knows. Nobody else knows. TBC “Yeah, so, I was thinking - ” “I hope you didn’t hurt yourself.” Wilsonz Note: Well... things are finally getting to the juicy part. Friends will be torn apart. Babies will be slaughtered by the dozen. And I just can't win at Idiot... *pause* i can just imagine the scene where Dom finds about about the baby. Billy is in the room. Girl1: Dom, I'm pregnant Dom: What? You can't be? We haven't slept together. Girl1: I know. It's Orlando's. From before we were together Dom: But Kay, that was months ago. It can't be his. Girl1: Well maybe some sperm somehow made it into me. From when we were fooling around. God knows we've done it enough. Dom: God Kay. It's not mine. And it's not Orlando's. How just tell me who you've been screwing around with behind my back. Billy: It was me. Dom: What?! Girl1: What?! Billy: You don't remember Kay, but we did sleep together. Only once, but we did. Girl1: When? Billy: When Dom was in the hospital Dom: You bastard. You screwed my girl while I was unconsious just because you couldn't find your own. I can't believe you. You prick. *Dom advances on the Scot. Billy cowers behind the sofa* Billy: I know it was wrong and I know I've regretted it ever since. I just need you to know, before you pummel me, that I love her okay. God, I've loved her from the moment i met her. And I only realised when you started going out with her. She makes me feel like nothing else in the world matters. And if you won't raise this baby with her I will! Girl1: *is speechless* Dom: I was in the hospital *choke* I was going through surgery *choke* I almost died. And you used that as an opportunity to hit on my girl. That's just not right mate. Girl1: Hello! Right here! Look guys. *turns to billy*. I don't remember it. I thought it was a dream. Billy: It wasn't a dream. It was the best night of my life Girl1: *choke* *whispers* mine too Dom: I can't believe this Kay, I thought you loved me. I was saving myself until we got married. I, I thought you loved me. Girl1: Dom, I do love you. I love you so much. I just don't know. I'm so confused. All I know is that there's a life growing inside of me which needs a mother... and a father. *looks at both of them questioningly* Dom: I am not going to be a part of anything Girl1: *breaks down in tears* Dom: *storms out of the room and slams the door* Billy: *puts his arm around a crying Girl1* Girl1: *shrugs him off* Billy, i need you to leave Billy: I'm not leaving our baby. There's no way. Girl1: Just now. Please. *looks up at him with her bloodstained eyes* (if possible) Billy: Okay. But i'll be back I promise. *leaves* Girl1: *starts crying again* AN: Well... Billy lied. He promised to come back but instead he gets involved in a robbery at the bank the next day and he gets used as a hostage and he gets shot/stabbed (I can't decide). It is frontpage news all around the country. Girl1 finds out and has a spaz attack. Ends up in hospital with Low Blood pressure. Almost loses the baby. Dominic leaves for a while. He comes back for Billy's funeral. He drives Girl1 home from it. They sit on the curb and talk about the baby. Dominic decides that it's the only thing that will ever be close to his best friend. He offers to be the father. Dominic and Girl1 get married after the baby is born. It cried throughout the entire ceremony. They call the baby Billy Jr. Orlando and Elijah are groomsmen. Elijah ends up with girl2. After they realise they have nothing in common. Orlando... um... damn i'm out of characters. Ooo... he practices surfing some more and becomes uncle to Billy Jr. When Billy Jr. gets old enough. Orlando teaches him to surf himself. Well... i've been blogging for the past 5 hours at least. Not constantly. Coz I watched Stargate for an hour. And i've been playing Idiot a little bit. And I had to read that entire ficcy thingey. But I should finish up soon. Because Dark Angel starts in 26 minutes. And I shouldn't miss it. Summaries Summary: She's been rejected most her life. Hope is a vague memory, she's depressed, self harming, and suicidal. At the darkest point of her life, a ray of light enters - Elijah Wood. Can he help her fulfil her ambition to be truly happy? Because she can’t keep struggling on alone any longer… (If can't be happy by yourself you'll end up depending on this person then when they end up leaving you you'll kill yoursel) Summary: Elise is a young language teacher who has just been transferred to England for further work in her career. But what happens when a particular sexy Scot happens to live in the same apartment building (Romping i'll bet) Summary: While visting Ian in London, Billy meets Nina, a New York exec on vacation. But despite their idyll, these two are from two separate worlds. Can they find common ground? (It's called Antarctica) Summary: Elijah meets a girl with the same surname ...is this is pure chance or is it fate? (It's WOOD! how hard can that be? There are over too many Woods to count "please narrow down your search" according to the online white pages!) Summary: Exactly what it is. a love story of a girl named Hallie Monaghan, Dominics cousin, and who becomes elijahs best friend...and falls in love. a true love story of friendship, love, pain and grief true story? Of course! Summary: "How did this happen? How is it that you ever found yourself in this position? Loved by two men, and no closer to a decision than you were three months ago." Song fic written in the second person (hehe sorry about that) (damn. I though it said Love by two men. Meaning two men in love. Damnit!) Summary: Elijah is sick and tired of his celebrity status. One crazy night he wishes for something different than the pathetic life he now leads. But what happens when his wish comes true? (Lots more romping i'll bet!) Summary: A small town girl and her parents are 'forcing' her to marry this guy. His parents agreed as well. But what happens if they don't want to marry, and she falls in love with his friend? (dear god! I reckon if ur parents are fixing u up with a wife there's a good chance you haven't got any friends) "I am not fat but I am not skinny". (Pick one damnit!) I'm a bit of an idiot somtimes... like now... I could be sleeping but instead i choose to defy the laws of nature and try to be nocturnal. Like a possum (they r nocturnal right?)... Anyway yes... me = idiotic. But i love it. This post is making up for the posts i haven't written in ages and the posts i wont be able to write for ages... but I should leave not... I also think i said that 23 minutes ago... grrrrrrr... Roller Blades are evil!!!!!!!!!!!! Evil I tell you! I've said it before and i'll say it again: A true friend is someone who holds back your hair while you throw up crumble | 11:40 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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