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Saturday, December 20 - This is a blog post!

Families are like a house of cards. They all work together to support each other most of the time.But if one card stumbles, then entire back can come falling down in a second.


Welcome to my life.

Today was... um... well... yes... bout that...

The plan was to leave at 9am and travel down to the South. Dad had booked us into a motel somewhere for the night and then we'd stay somewhere else for the next two. Not all plans work though. It all fell apart about 10 past 9... i'm not gonna go into the details... being the nice person i was i tried to help... and ended up finding a nice tree which would be perfect to hang myself on... but i didn't have any rope... then i went back into my room and pumped Evanescence through the speakers... while reading the tomorrow series... very constructive... since then i've finished the cd... read half my book... watched half an episode of dark angel... mitchie turned it off so he could talk to me so i went back into my room... mother and father are going away in about half an hour... dad's pissed... so's mitchie but at least he's not pissed at me...

things were said... people were hurt... sometimes I wish i was adopted... it's probably a good thing dad doesn't stay with us during the week... coz otherwise we'd be killing each other by now...

On the subject of my father... i don't call him dad anymore... I call him father... i duno y... it might be because he doesn't seem like my dad anymore... he seems like my father... it might be because i think the word father is much more elegant than the word dad... anyway...

Yesterday we went shopping... just me and him... he needed me to help him buy mum's present... he didn't know what she wanted although i'd pointed it out to him two weeks ago... shopping was okay... he walks really fast and likes spending money... i was even being remotely pleasant to him... we had to wait in the doctor's surgery for an hour because he had to get a script... so that was really boring but then we went and bought a turkey, and two pillows, and a sandwhich maker, and a cd... all of the above for mum... oh and + a bowl for her too... actually the turkey wasn't really for mum... anyway... then we got chinese takeaway and took it home and Jenna ate dinner with us because she was over and her mum came and talked to us while we were eating... she didn't want anything...

So I basically got on with my dad... for one day... and then went to bed... woke up this morning and the cards tumbles... or... the shitteth has hitteth the fanneth...

"Bunch of little shits" said Dad referring to me and mitchie... he knew i could hear him.

"Not the first time you've said something like this" Mitchie to dad. "You regret us"

That's all i could hear and write down while the shit was hitting the fan... ever been called a shit? by your father? it's probably happened before and i haven't noticed... oh well... i'll get over it... at least i'm not a old shit...

~~~~~


Pushed down
Slammin to the ground
Broken, bruised
Always confused
Life circling round

I don't think i like the last line... it's a teenie weenie bit stupid... argh... my stomach is making noises... i don't think i've been eating properly lately... yesterday I didn't have breakfast... or lunch... and we had chinese for dinner... today i didn't have breakfast... and I had leftover chinese for lunch... and it's not dinner time yet... so i'll leave that for now...

argh......... grumpy....... *this is gonna be a great christmas!* lol... the problem with writing stuff down is that u can never tell when someone is being sarcastic or not... so... just for the record... i was being sarcastic inside the *'s... cheers.

crumble | 5:13 pm

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NAME: Crumble, Wilson, Forgie
DOB: 8th of October
COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos

SCHOOL: Hogwarts
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia
PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast
FEELING:






likes...

buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story.



dislikes...

bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely.


Much edited by Wilson © 2004/6

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