Saturday, December 20 - This is a blog post! Welcome to my life. Today was... um... well... yes... bout that... The plan was to leave at 9am and travel down to the South. Dad had booked us into a motel somewhere for the night and then we'd stay somewhere else for the next two. Not all plans work though. It all fell apart about 10 past 9... i'm not gonna go into the details... being the nice person i was i tried to help... and ended up finding a nice tree which would be perfect to hang myself on... but i didn't have any rope... then i went back into my room and pumped Evanescence through the speakers... while reading the tomorrow series... very constructive... since then i've finished the cd... read half my book... watched half an episode of dark angel... mitchie turned it off so he could talk to me so i went back into my room... mother and father are going away in about half an hour... dad's pissed... so's mitchie but at least he's not pissed at me... things were said... people were hurt... sometimes I wish i was adopted... it's probably a good thing dad doesn't stay with us during the week... coz otherwise we'd be killing each other by now... On the subject of my father... i don't call him dad anymore... I call him father... i duno y... it might be because he doesn't seem like my dad anymore... he seems like my father... it might be because i think the word father is much more elegant than the word dad... anyway... Yesterday we went shopping... just me and him... he needed me to help him buy mum's present... he didn't know what she wanted although i'd pointed it out to him two weeks ago... shopping was okay... he walks really fast and likes spending money... i was even being remotely pleasant to him... we had to wait in the doctor's surgery for an hour because he had to get a script... so that was really boring but then we went and bought a turkey, and two pillows, and a sandwhich maker, and a cd... all of the above for mum... oh and + a bowl for her too... actually the turkey wasn't really for mum... anyway... then we got chinese takeaway and took it home and Jenna ate dinner with us because she was over and her mum came and talked to us while we were eating... she didn't want anything... So I basically got on with my dad... for one day... and then went to bed... woke up this morning and the cards tumbles... or... the shitteth has hitteth the fanneth... "Bunch of little shits" said Dad referring to me and mitchie... he knew i could hear him. "Not the first time you've said something like this" Mitchie to dad. "You regret us" That's all i could hear and write down while the shit was hitting the fan... ever been called a shit? by your father? it's probably happened before and i haven't noticed... oh well... i'll get over it... at least i'm not a old shit... Pushed down Slammin to the ground Broken, bruised Always confused Life circling round I don't think i like the last line... it's a teenie weenie bit stupid... argh... my stomach is making noises... i don't think i've been eating properly lately... yesterday I didn't have breakfast... or lunch... and we had chinese for dinner... today i didn't have breakfast... and I had leftover chinese for lunch... and it's not dinner time yet... so i'll leave that for now... argh......... grumpy....... *this is gonna be a great christmas!* lol... the problem with writing stuff down is that u can never tell when someone is being sarcastic or not... so... just for the record... i was being sarcastic inside the *'s... cheers. |
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