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Wednesday, October 29 - Okay... today was an interesting day to say the least... um...- I got sent out of maths because I had drawings on my arm. I was told to leave and get rid of it. Stupid cranky old cow! - I went hyper at lunch. Talking lots and avoiding questions. - I had my first science lesson with our new teacher. Don't like her much. - I was asked a question about the next bus by a really nice lady. And we kept talking until my bus came and then she asked the driver the question again. She turnes 82 on monday. She lives on her own since her husband died (I think). Her eyesite isn't too good. She has a grandson doing year 12 this year. Apparently he's smart. He did the evil 2unit maths paper a couple of days ago. She used to drive and doesn't anymore. We both agree that bus drivers are really nice to all the people getting on and off in the Village. That's about all from a 5 minute conversation. - I got my invitation to our pre-formal bash - I am going to ask mum if our group and lissa's group are allowed to come over after the formal and hang - I just watched a lizzie and it was cool - Craig from Degrassi is hot! lol @ self - My notice is up crumble | 5:59 pm
Tuesday, October 28 - Well... life is interesting... yesterday I was researching... Biopolar disorder... it's really interesting... you have highs and lows and it leads to suicide in 20% of cases. Anyway... let me finish my post in point form (coz i'm sleepy and want to sleep): group website : shower tap ouch : story okay, work on actual writing a bit, sex scenes way too descriptive : use of the word dissipated earns brownie points : matrix 2 okay : depression sad : mitchie web : maths homework : weeks notice almot up : mum wants me to get a job : getting results back, okay so far, science not back though : mean wilson.k is here : He grabbed my hand and pulled me into his embrace. He kissed the top of my head and I heard him take a deep breath. "I thought you had left." He confessed. ~ *sarcasm* I think i'm gonna cry *end sarcasm* : Sorry Kath : Need dress : promise me you won't cry : needle in a haystack, coffin in a crowd : all signs point to yes : evanescence : dearest father : won't take long : I would kill myself but I want to go to LA. : should be sleeping Okay... confession time... Since I was a little kid there are two things I have always really wanted... you might find this weird so If u start thinking i'm creepy you might just wanna fuck off... now... anyway... 1) I always wanted to go to boarding school - To live at school with all my friends and hang around and stuff. I always thought that would be nice... 2) I always wanted to be dying - I have no idea why. But i've always wanted to be diagnosed with something so that i'd die, when I was young. I've always wanted it. And i've never told anyone. It's just how I am. Always attention seeking. Always cocky. Always stupid and ignorant. Always hating life and everyone in it, uncluding myself. Confessions over. "He looked like a dark angel with wild dark hair, and soulful brown eyes. It was the bright orange ruffled shirt he was wearing that had caught her eye and astounded her. Was he serious?" ~ Guess who it's describing. "Hair the colour of red wine and skin tanned to the colour of honey. A body that most super models would die for. Trim and athletic even if a trifle short . It hadn’t been till she had turned and looked at him that he had seen her eyes.....Eyes that seemed to continue to flash in his mind. The colour of cloudy jade, unusual in the way that they reflected what they saw rather then the inner workings of the person they belonged to, the only thing that had not fitted was her voice." ~ And we have our writer enter the story. crumble | 10:00 pm
Monday, October 27 -
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"Trust is missing/That Spark" It's like... you wonder why you have to do something that I don't have to do. And you ask. And you have no fucking clue do you. It's like. You have that thing where it's natural to you. Where you can do something and do it well. You can make a fool of yourself and you don't give a crap. And everyone thinks your funny. And everyone loves you. Well... it's not like that for me. I'll try and do something but you people dont find it funny. And people don't laugh. And people think i'm stupid. I don't trust these people enough to do something out there and hope i get a laugh. In my opinion you all all shit heads who love yourselves and each other and I am one of the few odd wheels out. You don't appear to me to be the sort of people who would let me do something and laugh at me. Laugh at what I was doing, rather than my stupidness. Just because i'm not as talented as you doesn't mean I don't maybe wanna try sometime. I don't trust you people not to make fun of me and call me stupid. So until you grow up i'm not going to do anything special. I'm not noticed. When I was still in my junior uniform you noticed Anna was, and you noticed Solange was. But only two fucking people in the class noticed I was. I am insignificant. And even more this year than last. Lask year at least the bloody teacher knew I was alive and maybe even cared for the fact. This year the teacher doesn't, and none of you do, so congratulations! You are one of the things I will be glad to be rid of next year! (Dedicated to my drama class). "Glad to Go" Yeah. I know. Title seems very much like i'm going to say something that will very much offend my friends and make my enemies pleased (not that I have any, friends that is). Anyway... At the moment I fell that I am in need of a change. I feel like it's time to throw away myself and turn into someone else. Me. I feel like new people will change me. I will adapt and i will learn to fight. This might help at the end of year 12 too. If i don't make any friends I have noone to let go of really. "Something i'll never be" What you want, is always just out of reach. It's really the only thing that keeps us from killing ourselves. For those people who suffer from abuse and neglect the prospect of being something different, of surviving adversity and defeating all the odds is the only thing keeping them from taking a pocket knife to their wrists in the middle of the night. For the people with the perfect life, believe it or not, it's harder. Those adolescents who grow up with the average 2.4 kids per family seem to have an advantage over others. It SEEMS that somehow they were good in a past life and now they're being rewarded. But let me tell you something, nobody is as perfect as they seem. These 'prefect' children grow up bored and restless, and have to try and find something constructive to do in their future years. For the people who don't survive the system. The people that do end up killing themselves. Well, they make it much funner for the rest of us. It gives us something to talk about. People to be scared off. If somebody you know commits suicide it gives you the bastardly feeling that you did something wrong. Setting off a chain of emotions (depression, guilt, angst, confusion, cowardice, and sympathy) which eventually may lead to the death of someone else. Oh how grand is life. For those people, like me who have found this little pathway on the road of life I ask you this. Which person do you want to be on Wednesday afternoon? (for the core of the people) "Skating the Edge" I was bored yesterday afternoon... So I decided to read a book. any guesses for which one i picked? It's called Skating the edge. It's about this girl, Caitlin, who goes to an adolescent psychiatric hospital. It alternates chapters. One half of them are about how she was put in their in the first place. And the other half are about whats happening there at the moment. Let me tell you about it. Okay. Caitlin has an older brother and two parents. She was smart enough to get a Scholarship to the best Public school in the district but not as smart as her brother. She loves her brother lots. Her brother is really good at skating. His girlfriend, Candy, becomes his manager. Cait reckons this girl is only using her brother for his potential income. So in the end she throws some rocks at her house's window and gets arrested. In fact, Candy had moved house because her dad went bankrupt and escaped to South America. At the Hospital Cait meets some people Anna - Anna is pretty main characterish. She's absolutely gorgeous. In love with Luka. Sexually abused constantly by her father. Drinks. Dyes her hair magenta. Suicide about 2/3 of the way through the book because she thought she was pregnant. Jay - Jay's a bit of a bitch. Angry. Dredlocks. Best friends with Anna. Shares a room with Cait. Charlie - One of the main group. Not much else to say about her. Helen - Gives Anna drugs. Makes her high. Runs away a lot. Libby - Anorexic. About 13 or 14. Wasn't allowed out of her bed until she put on weight. Wouldn't dye her hair with the others. Luka - Male. One of the nurses. Thought him and Anna being together was fate. Got into a fight with her father after he found out about them. Shaun - One of the nurses. My fav character! Doesn't play much of a role though. All the others are screwed up. It's pretty sad really. Sorta depressing. But I can see myself in the characters. "Stormy Weather" How cool was the hail storm? Our living room roof leaked so we spent most of the time putting gum boots underneath the drips. Fun fun fun. Hail is gorgeous. The only thing I think is prettier than rain. "done" Nothing much more I wanna talk bout... sleep good... crumble | 9:19 pm
Thursday, October 23 - My arse hurts.crumble | 11:54 pm
This is just a short blog saying that im going into hibernation for a few weeks... very little blogging will take place and not much chattering or talking either... my computer is at the repair shop... and i'm not allowed to blog on my brothers so don't tell him i'm writing now... *hides under her desk from all the evil people in the world* I really have a problem with people right now... i wish i was meaner... but only sometimes... my brother wants to make a website so it seems i'm going to help him... it'll take ages... havta learn more scripts... grrrrr...  I am going to take helani's blog off my link list soon... because she never blogs anymore... shes neglecting her baby!... *sob sob*... anyway... over now... I have decided to be happy i'm leaving school... it's a change... and the way i'm feeling right about now i wouldn't be able to stand another week where i am right now... my school is good... it's fine... it's just... well... at the moment its the people... not that my friends aren't prefect... it's just... well... i hate my drama class... it's insufferable... and my group is too big... it was never a problem before but now... everything we do we have to make smaller groups... and it's impossible for everyone to hang out with everyone else... i never see half the group.... we're all close to different people within the group... we're not a group... we're a bunch of people who just happen to hang out with each other for the sake of convenience and the fact that we can't find any other friends... As you can probably tell i'm not in the best of moods... i can fit under my desk... in the little part... yesterday i grabbed my lamp, my tv remote, my cd remote, a book, Barnaby and my pocket knife and sat under my desk listening to Evanescence play really loudly on my cd player... my blinds were shut, my door was locked and my tv was on mute... "and in this retched box you will find my life" MY BLOG! THIS IS MY BLOG! I will not apologize for anything I say in my blog... EVER! NEVER EVER EVER NEVER! Got it? So if u don't like what i'm saying either close the bloody window or go screw a donkey... *fells relieved to get that out of her system* Tomorrow we're going to the beach... aparently... with my family, not with the group... Jenna's coming i think... i duno if i wanna swim but i'll hang around... don't really wanna go out though... wanna hang out in my room... sleeping in and watching daytime tv reruns all day... oh the joys of being a teen... Step 1: Find an apartment in LA Step 2: Find a job in LA Step 3: Find a school in LA Step 4: Find a flight to LA Step 5: Get some bloody money so u can make it happen! Well... i can do step 1 and step 4... Step 3 and Step 2 havta go together coz they havta be near each other... and with step 1... Step 5 isn't gonna happen anytime soon but u can hope can't you? can't you? Good Will Hunting October 24, 25 November 19, 20 A janitor at MIT, Will Hunting (Matt Damon) has a gift for math that can take him light-years beyond his blue-collar roots, but to achieve his dream he must turn his back on the neighborhood and his best friend (Ben Affleck). To complicate matters a washed-up shrink (Robin Williams) enters the equation and coaches Will through his transformation. Directed by Gus Van Sant. Academy Award winner for Best Original Screenplay (Ben Affleck and Matt Damon) and Supporting Actor (Robin Williams). Philadelphia October 17, 18 All too often, films that aim to ennoble and uplift fail completely to connect with audiences on an emotional level. Not so this film, a work as moving as it is groundbreaking. For the first big-budget Hollywood film about the growing AIDS epidemic, director Jonathan Demme assembled an enormously talented cast, headed by Tom Hanks as a gay lawyer unjustly fired because he has AIDS and Denzel Washington as the straight lawyer who reluctantly defends him. With Joanne Woodward, Jason Robards, Antonio Banderas and Bruce Springsteen's Oscar®-winning song, "Streets of Philadelphia." Risky Business October 4, 24, 25 November 16, 17, 20, 21 This smart, cynical ‘80s comedy not only taught a generation of teens that sometimes you’ve just got to say “what the f---.” to life’s problems, but also showed filmgoers just how cute Tom Cruise could look playing air guitar in his tighty-whities. Cruise plays a high school student with hopes of an Ivy League future who runs afoul of a pimp (Joe “Joey Pants” Pantoliano) after setting up a brothel of his own with call-girl Lana (Rebecca De Mornay). The Messenger: The Story of Joan of Arc October 5 Luc Besson’s historial epic about the illiterate peasant girl who led the French army to victory in the name of God and was subsequently burned at the stake as a heretic. Milla Jovovich, Dustin Hoffman, John Malkovich and Faye Dunaway star. I WANT CABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a really cute blogskin that I thought helani would love... here's a link... ... i think its gorgeous... and IF SHE WERE BLOGGING I THINK SHE SHOULD USE IT! I was also looking at more blogskins like yesterday and I found one that I thought our group might like to use... so we could all blog on the one page and talk to each other through it... here's the skin preview... there are other nice ones... Chocoadict Slipknot Star Flower A blue and white dream A day at the pond Horror Movie Beauty is in the eye of the beholder Behind the veil Black Orange Stars Orion Black'n'White I want you guys to tell me which one you like for the GROUP blog... which will include our group at school... all those who want to join... tell me which... comment damnit... I am done... i am done... finito... finished... over... capish... um... over... done... like a burnt turkey... i can hear birds... lots of birds... i had to vacumn the car today... until the vacumn cleaner broke (it wasn't me I swear)... so I didn't get to do the boot... but i did the rest... good me... mum is also teaching me how the car works... like if u take the hand break off and put the car into drive it will drive forwards without i pressing the accellerator... we found that out the easy way... um... and i got to steer the car twice... she almost let me actually drive in the drivers seat but then she chickened out coz i was acting like someone just gave me sugar... anyway... i really don't care what happens to my life anymore... i think i have this disease thing... where if i make up a story in my head (always about me) and i keep it going for over a week i start to believe it a bit and I start to think that my life doesn't matter... all that matters is my made up life... and that's all i care about... *points at last paragraph* some insight for the lonely people Cool Buffy Website Apparently Spike is signed to be in Angel when it comes back on tv... interesting... duno how... he sorta sizzled out of the last episode *cracks up at own joke*... *claps* no cordelia... *cries* no connor!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *kicks random readers* CONNOR!!!!!!!!!!!! the only reason I watched the bloody show in the first place... he's gone... no... it can't be... noooooooooo... bastards... *is happy spike's not dead*... *cries coz connor is missing* maybe spike ate him? interesting thought... he probably could... connor is like half demon stuff... he was raised in a demonic dimension which accounts for why he's onyl been alive for a year and he's already 17... he's parents were both vampires and his mother staked herself to give him life... Wesley's sorta cute though... but he's too old damnit... grrrrrrr... need connor back... This post was not going to be long... but i don't have any other crap to do... *swear jar*... Whoever gets to be number 1,000 on my website gets a special present from me... duno what it's going to be yet... just tell me if the counter's on 1,000 when u visit... yes... okay... it's 7:27 and I haven't eaten dinner yet... we had Hungry Jacks for lunch... yummy in my tummy... but ugly on my bummy... well... that was my inner child coming out in droves... one day when i'm old and famous i'm going to convert this blog to a book... and publish it... bad spelling and all... and say it's me... exactly who i am and exactly who i'll be until the day i kill myself... frightening thought that... the staying the same forever part... not the killing myself part... that, i've come to terms with... i don't want to stay myself forever... but i will... it's just how it's going to be.. nothing i can do about it... i will die a lonely old maid with noone to do my laundry... Aussie idol is just starting... i don't think i'll watch it... i mean i want to... but i just found a fanfiction that i wanna read... after months and months and months of searching... I can't link it coz the site is all framey and stuff and it doesn't show u where the exact story is and everything... blah blah blah... but its on the MITM and it's called Boys... so have a look if u want... very saucy... chapter 3 and they're already in her apartment snogging... damn poms... no dignity... Now it's chapter 4 and she's hitting on the friend... damn poms... oh wait, she's canadian... damn canadans... grrrrrrr... sound like americans but live higher up... lol... "2 hours, dinner, desert, many exchanges of personal information, and 12 death euphemisms later, the 5 sat around on the deck, finishing some drinks"... you probably don't get the euphamism part... but i do... and i think it's funny... hehehe... awwwwwwwwww... she went to say goodnight but he'd already walked too far down the hall to hear her... so sad... “Yeah, the whole pointy-eared-bow-twanger thing, very cool.” ~ Allison on Legolas She's trying all the guys on one at a time and then she's gonna get with one and break the other's heart and then end up breaking up with the one she really loves because of some sort of cheating incident (could be on either part) and then the one that likes her but she doesn't like it going to sacrafice his feelings for hers and get the two lovebirds back together... i think i've seen this storyline somewhere before... lol “I wasn’t talking about you! I was talking about Orlando!” ~ Allison to Elijah about him thinking she liked him Elijah began to calm, and he sighed another heavy sigh. “Okay, sorry. I just…” He looked her in the eyes. “I know we’ve only known each other for a little while…and this is all really sudden but…I like you, Allison. A lot.” “I like you too.” Allison nearly whispered. “But…I think I need time. I need to figure stuff out.” ~ From Boys “Wash your face, change into your night clothes.” ~ What the hell are night clothes? Like clubbing clothes? coz he's referring to Pj's... THEY ARE PJ's GODDAMNIT! Lol... she insulted him with the word "dork"... i think the word dork is so old that it's not an insult anymore... it's like... um... well... like a word u use when ur in primary school and forbidden from swearing... lol... Chapter 9 and she's already kissed all 4 best friends... and slept with one... and got terribly drunk twice... and gone to the beach twice and someone's got stitches and someone wiped-out and already we have uncovered the terrible secret of her doctor parents dying in a car crash when she was 18... mary sue? I tell you! Omg.. chapter 11 (final chapter)... she wrote each of them a LETTER! ANYTHING BUT A LETTER! bloody wench... “I’m in love with Allison…” Dom whispered to himself. Billy, Elijah and Orlando exchanged glances again, and without saying anything, had a whole discussion. ~ OH MY GOD! “Thank you, Dominic.” She whispered. “Thank you for following me.” He smiled as he leaned her back, and kissed her softly beneath the falling sky. ~ I'm normall one for sappy romances but this story made me wanna puke... now to read the sequal! Boys By CJPeck Chapter 1: Boys meet girl. Orlando wipes-out. Dominic gets stitches. Chapter 2: Girl becomes cold. Chapter 3: Rabid fangirl appearance. Dominic makes-out with girl. Girl says no to sex. Dom leaves. Chapter 4: Billy and girl play 20 questions. Chapter 5: Billy gives girl quick peck on the lips. Chapter 6: Billy kisses girl on cheek. Girl talks to Elijah about all boys. Chapter 7: Elijah makes out with girl. Girl says no to sex. Girl explains that she actually likes Orlando and not Elijah. Chapter 8: Elijah smokes. Elijah and girl fight about girl being a group girlfriend. Girl gets drunk. Orlando rescues girl from bar. Chapter 9: Orlando and girl talk. Girl says yes to sex. Elijah sees girl in sheet. Elijah then gets angry at Orlando and girl. Chapter 10: Orlando and Elijah make up(not out u dirty teen) over girl. Billy talks to girl. Billy kissed girl. Chapter 11: Girl is in lust with Orlando. Girl used Elijah. Girl doesn't deserve Billy. Girl is leaving. Dominic loves girl. Dominic chases girl. Dominic finds girl. Boy kisses girl. THE END. Wilsons note: If I was any one of these guys or in a situation similar i'd take the little slut on a cruise in the middle of the pacific and dump her and her bloody camera overboard. Girl By CJPeck Prologue: Billy is jealous of girl and Dom. Chapter 1: Dom gets hit by car. Chapter 2: Billy sleeps in same bed as girl. Girl falls asleep before sex. Chapter 3: Insults progressed from 'dork' to 'freak'. Billy kisses girl on beach. Dom unconsious in hospital for 3 weeks. Chapter 4: Dom needs surgery. Orlando tells girl to sort it out with Billy before Dom wakes up. Chapter 5: Billy dreams about girl. Dirty dream. Billy says he loves girl. Girl says it was a mistake. Billy tries to convince girl. Girl runs away (they always do). Chapter 6: Billy and Orlando talk. Dom has surgery. Girl gets coffee. Elijah smokes lots. Orlando bites his fingernails. Chapter 7: Billy promises an unconsious Dom not to kiss the girl again. Billy tells girl. Girl kissed Billy. Chapter 8: Girl says yes to sex. Billy runs away in the morning. Introduction of girl's friend. Chapter 9: Dom wakes up. Dom has spaz attack. Girl forgets night. Chapter 10: Billy takes girl2 to a pub. Billy gets into fight. Girl2 compliments Billy. Chapter 11: Girl2 tells Girl1 that she likes Billy. Dom is awake. Chapter 12 (final chapter): Dom comes home from the hospitable. Dom and Girl1 kiss. Billy will always love her. THE END "With each article of clothing she blindly removed from his body she thought, This is wrong. Off with his jacket, This is wrong. Shirt off, This is wrong. Pants off, This is wrong. So why didn’t she stop? Maybe it was that every time ‘This is wrong’ popped up, it was immediately pushed away by all the jumbled pain, lust, confusion, depression, desire, and love she felt. Whatever it was though, before she knew it, he was starting to unclothe her." ~ Finally the good part! Wilsonz Note: Well... I agree that she is very much less slutty in this story... but still... god... she's still a whore... lol... Part 3 here I come! Boys and Girls by CJPeck Chapter 1: Girl2 returns from school. Billy is torn between girls. Dom and Girl1 still together. Chapter 2: Whole Group go to a club. Billy still torn. Chapter 3: Girl1 is pregnant. Girl1, Girl2, Dom and Billy go to a basketball game. Massage involved. Chapter 4: Ooooooo. Aparently it's Billy's kid. Coz Girl1 never slept with Dom. Girl1 can't remember sleeping with Billy. Girl1 thought it was a dream. Billy knows. Girl2 likes Billy. Girl2 knows. Nobody else knows. TBC “Yeah, so, I was thinking - ” “I hope you didn’t hurt yourself.” Wilsonz Note: Well... things are finally getting to the juicy part. Friends will be torn apart. Babies will be slaughtered by the dozen. And I just can't win at Idiot... *pause* i can just imagine the scene where Dom finds about about the baby. Billy is in the room. Girl1: Dom, I'm pregnant Dom: What? You can't be? We haven't slept together. Girl1: I know. It's Orlando's. From before we were together Dom: But Kay, that was months ago. It can't be his. Girl1: Well maybe some sperm somehow made it into me. From when we were fooling around. God knows we've done it enough. Dom: God Kay. It's not mine. And it's not Orlando's. How just tell me who you've been screwing around with behind my back. Billy: It was me. Dom: What?! Girl1: What?! Billy: You don't remember Kay, but we did sleep together. Only once, but we did. Girl1: When? Billy: When Dom was in the hospital Dom: You bastard. You screwed my girl while I was unconsious just because you couldn't find your own. I can't believe you. You prick. *Dom advances on the Scot. Billy cowers behind the sofa* Billy: I know it was wrong and I know I've regretted it ever since. I just need you to know, before you pummel me, that I love her okay. God, I've loved her from the moment i met her. And I only realised when you started going out with her. She makes me feel like nothing else in the world matters. And if you won't raise this baby with her I will! Girl1: *is speechless* Dom: I was in the hospital *choke* I was going through surgery *choke* I almost died. And you used that as an opportunity to hit on my girl. That's just not right mate. Girl1: Hello! Right here! Look guys. *turns to billy*. I don't remember it. I thought it was a dream. Billy: It wasn't a dream. It was the best night of my life Girl1: *choke* *whispers* mine too Dom: I can't believe this Kay, I thought you loved me. I was saving myself until we got married. I, I thought you loved me. Girl1: Dom, I do love you. I love you so much. I just don't know. I'm so confused. All I know is that there's a life growing inside of me which needs a mother... and a father. *looks at both of them questioningly* Dom: I am not going to be a part of anything Girl1: *breaks down in tears* Dom: *storms out of the room and slams the door* Billy: *puts his arm around a crying Girl1* Girl1: *shrugs him off* Billy, i need you to leave Billy: I'm not leaving our baby. There's no way. Girl1: Just now. Please. *looks up at him with her bloodstained eyes* (if possible) Billy: Okay. But i'll be back I promise. *leaves* Girl1: *starts crying again* AN: Well... Billy lied. He promised to come back but instead he gets involved in a robbery at the bank the next day and he gets used as a hostage and he gets shot/stabbed (I can't decide). It is frontpage news all around the country. Girl1 finds out and has a spaz attack. Ends up in hospital with Low Blood pressure. Almost loses the baby. Dominic leaves for a while. He comes back for Billy's funeral. He drives Girl1 home from it. They sit on the curb and talk about the baby. Dominic decides that it's the only thing that will ever be close to his best friend. He offers to be the father. Dominic and Girl1 get married after the baby is born. It cried throughout the entire ceremony. They call the baby Billy Jr. Orlando and Elijah are groomsmen. Elijah ends up with girl2. After they realise they have nothing in common. Orlando... um... damn i'm out of characters. Ooo... he practices surfing some more and becomes uncle to Billy Jr. When Billy Jr. gets old enough. Orlando teaches him to surf himself. Well... i've been blogging for the past 5 hours at least. Not constantly. Coz I watched Stargate for an hour. And i've been playing Idiot a little bit. And I had to read that entire ficcy thingey. But I should finish up soon. Because Dark Angel starts in 26 minutes. And I shouldn't miss it. Summaries Summary: She's been rejected most her life. Hope is a vague memory, she's depressed, self harming, and suicidal. At the darkest point of her life, a ray of light enters - Elijah Wood. Can he help her fulfil her ambition to be truly happy? Because she can’t keep struggling on alone any longer… (If can't be happy by yourself you'll end up depending on this person then when they end up leaving you you'll kill yoursel) Summary: Elise is a young language teacher who has just been transferred to England for further work in her career. But what happens when a particular sexy Scot happens to live in the same apartment building (Romping i'll bet) Summary: While visting Ian in London, Billy meets Nina, a New York exec on vacation. But despite their idyll, these two are from two separate worlds. Can they find common ground? (It's called Antarctica) Summary: Elijah meets a girl with the same surname ...is this is pure chance or is it fate? (It's WOOD! how hard can that be? There are over too many Woods to count "please narrow down your search" according to the online white pages!) Summary: Exactly what it is. a love story of a girl named Hallie Monaghan, Dominics cousin, and who becomes elijahs best friend...and falls in love. a true love story of friendship, love, pain and grief true story? Of course! Summary: "How did this happen? How is it that you ever found yourself in this position? Loved by two men, and no closer to a decision than you were three months ago." Song fic written in the second person (hehe sorry about that) (damn. I though it said Love by two men. Meaning two men in love. Damnit!) Summary: Elijah is sick and tired of his celebrity status. One crazy night he wishes for something different than the pathetic life he now leads. But what happens when his wish comes true? (Lots more romping i'll bet!) Summary: A small town girl and her parents are 'forcing' her to marry this guy. His parents agreed as well. But what happens if they don't want to marry, and she falls in love with his friend? (dear god! I reckon if ur parents are fixing u up with a wife there's a good chance you haven't got any friends) "I am not fat but I am not skinny". (Pick one damnit!) I'm a bit of an idiot somtimes... like now... I could be sleeping but instead i choose to defy the laws of nature and try to be nocturnal. Like a possum (they r nocturnal right?)... Anyway yes... me = idiotic. But i love it. This post is making up for the posts i haven't written in ages and the posts i wont be able to write for ages... but I should leave not... I also think i said that 23 minutes ago... grrrrrrr... Roller Blades are evil!!!!!!!!!!!! Evil I tell you! I've said it before and i'll say it again: A true friend is someone who holds back your hair while you throw up crumble | 11:40 pm
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Flight: Qantas Airways flight 43 Depart: Sydney, Australia (SYD) - Tue, 10 Feb at 11:35 Arrive: Auckland, New Zealand (AKL) Flight: Qantas Airways flight 25 Depart: Auckland, New Zealand (AKL) - Tue, 10 Feb at 19:40 Arrive: Los Angeles, CA (LAX) crumble | 7:08 pm
Saturday, October 18 -        crumble | 5:56 pm
Anyway... this is just a quick blog to say that i'm not dead... i'm just studying and working really really hard... *pats head* good girl... anyway... i was watching the 4th Annual Latino grammy awards... but i got a bit bored... i can't understand when people read all the names in the accent... *flys over head*... Anyway... yesterday we had Geography/History, Science and then Health... it was weird... during the Geo/Hist I could head all the other kids out at recess... I thought they weren't allowed to hang around the hall when exams were on... grrrrrrrrrr... anyway... that was 2hrs + 10mins... it wasn't that bad... as soon at the teacher said "You may start" my nose took that as it's cue and started to run... I had to ask for tissues twice... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... it made the exam very uncomfortable... but the exam itself was okay... I kept looking up and around at random people... its really funny... Then came science... science was bad... i couldnt answer half the questions... left them out... i really ran out of time... grrrrrrrrrr... sorta upsetting... grrrrrrrrrr... anyway... health was okay... i left out one question coz i just didn't know the answer... i did the first extended response... the one about the city to surf... do they remember that they asked us like exactly the same question last year or the year before... anyway... Um... what else so say... i have to do a drama fucking monologue on thursday and i haven't even started... i am really gonna forget my lines... i don't mind getting zero and not doing it... i just really wanna concentrate on my other exams at the moment... like maths... I keep having second thoughts about my birthday party... first i was gonna have a big one... then i decided to invite the group... now i'm thinking about having a big one again... coz i wanna invite some people... but i can't just invite the group and them if u know what i mean... sooooooooo grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... I made a blog for our group story... To the Tip of Mount Caules... plz go visit... http://tothetip.blogspot.com... I think its pretty... very pretty... it took me ages to be nice! I haven't posted it all yet... because i want to post a chapte a day... but i might change that... and I think i need a "Click a chapter" menu... oooooooo... maybe I can use one of those cool things... yay... i'm excited... but I can't do anything now coz im on my bros comp... and i'd have to download crap and he'd kill me... anyway... Exams to go: : computing : maths : commerce : english : drama prac : drama theory I wanna go into the city on wednesday to see Hilary duff... she's gonna be signing her album... and I wanna go... Doris asked me and hopefully if i study lots and get some other people to come to ill be allowed... i dont think mum wants me to go though... maureen said she might come... MIGHT... it's probably a no... everyone's studying anyway... i'm gonna miss it when exams are over... i like exams... they are cool! lol... weird one... I found this new TV show that I really like... it's called Wasteland... and it's on at 12:30am to 1:30am on friday mornings/thurs nights... crumble | 1:19 pm
Wednesday, October 15 - food... glorious fwast... I haven't blogged in a long time... sorry... but i have exams starting friday so I've been really busy... i can't even make this post long... my computer battery only had 64% left... and when it hits 33% it then goes straight down to 3%... so I really got 34% battery left... grrrrrrrr... I could go get the power cord but i'm not going to...Okay... opening scene. Two girls are in a bedroom. Very cluttered bedroom. Very messy, clothes all over the floor. One girl is sitting on the bed surrounded by clothes and junk. She's reading a girly magazine. The other girl is standing in the middle of the room holding two tops in front of her in the mirror. She's trying to decide which one. The says "this one" and takes one off the hanger and throws it into a bag on the floor. She bends down and starts searching the floor for something. Throwing clothes in the air. TBC I have decided to spell the word Fast like Fwast. The fast as in not eating for a long time. It is now officially spelt Fwast. crumble | 6:11 pm
Thursday, October 9 -  Pirates of the Caribbean! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla I am indifferent about writing in my blog at the moment... not sure whether i should keep doing do... but i am going to ignore that fact for the rest of the day! Because today... my blog has turned 6 months old! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was hoping to write a major long post but I'm studying for my exams and I shouldn't even be on here... shhhhhhhhhh... Do u wanna know why I really write this blog? It's not to secretly let people know stuff... It's not like therapy... It's just... It's something to look back on... when i'm 25 god willing i'll still be writing this blog... so... I can log on and read what I was thinking about when I was only 15... I hate not remembering things... my bro remembers double the amount of things than i do... so I feel bad... this way I might be able to remember... or at least read and remember... something... anything! I got my hair cut... not much... just a little bit... a bit layered too... I think i sorta look like a mushroom now... coz my hair got bigger... and curlier... grrrrrrrrrrrrr... anyway... I think i might give u the 411 on my birthday yesterday... i sorta went over it then... but only the basic happenings... I was bored... I didn't know what to do... I was bored... I was stuck... I don't like birthdays anymore... I hate the presents... coz i'm picky... I hate the singing the actually happy birthday song... coz the person who's birthday it is isn't meant to sing... so they have to stand there and smile... and after a while your cheeks hurt... and u stop smiling... but then everyone else is smiling so u feel bad and keep smiling... but the real smile isn't there... it took the train and ran away... and you end up left witha fake smile... and although you're really happy... it's all you can come up with...  my heard hurt last night... when i was trying to go to bed... i couldn't get my pillows comfy... and my head hurt... and I wokr up and it still hurt... talk about complianing... mom asked if i wanted a tablet thingey but i said no... i don't like taking pills... i just don't like them... make me feel bad... I watched Never Been Kissed the day before yesterday... hehehehe... it's a good movie... very very cute Michael Vartan... I gotta say that thats my fav guy name... Michael... lol... I am weird i know... I have a M thing... very weird... but anyway... Never Been Kissed is a good movie... I have it and Lake Placid on a tape together... I always watch one and then the other... hehehehehe... duno why... neither of them are amazing movies... but it's all in the chemistry... lol... Mums making over the wall... she bought 20 picture frames and she's gonna hang pics of us everywhere... lol... hehehe... actually not everywhere... in the hall only... but still... I think i might ask mum if i can take a break... she thinks i'm working currently... but mitchie's on the family room tv... playing nintendo... grrrrrrrrr crumble | 11:42 am
Wednesday, October 8 - I feel dehydrated... I think i might need a drink or something... we went out to lunch today... mum, bro + me and nan&pop... it was okay... we went to this cafe thingey in like a nursery or something... the food was okay... nothing to jump about but the prices were appalling... $2.70 for a 390ml bottle of Fanta... you can buy the 600ml bottles for $2 at school... buggery price... damn the middle man... i'm working on a website thingey... I found this amazing template but it would only work for one of my friends... and I don't know what to write about her... and as far as i know she's not much of a net geek... she emails and stuff but nothing more... so i'll either make it for her or just use the template to do something else... i duno... maybe yes maybe no... i duno...As you might have guessed... today is my birthday... and what a snotty birthday it is... i received two picture messages from my friends via mobile... but I duno who sent them coz i didn't get to look at the numbers or nething... and I didn't save the pics coz my thing was full... grrrrrrrrr... and Tit called me before... like at 6 or around them.. very nice of her... but I wasn't really in the mood to talk... my birthday was fine... but i don't like the attention birthdays bring... i don't like getting presents because i never like them... i'm picky... I'm not gonna go through everything I got for my birthday... or maybe i will: : a gorgeous bracelet thingey from my aunty : a japanese fan from my aunty : two cookbooks from my mother : Barry Trotter from my mother : Saving Franchesca from my mother : a little wallet thing from my aunty with a picture of a red bus with the words "London" on it (she recently went overseas) : This nice paper-stand thing which says my name (spelt the right way) also from my aunty : $50 from my grandparents : a "happiness kit" from my grandmother : the So Fresh hits of Spring Cd from my brother : my bro also gave me his old black hat which i love : and he gave me his old school bag a couple of days ago : and mum gave me this old necklace that I asked her to fix (she'd fixed it) And so that is it... i'm not going to tell you what I think about each of the presents... I thought most of them were great... duno bout the cook books... I know i said i wanted some... but they're ugly... lol... i'm a snooty little ugly girl... ignore me! Maybe it was dread? I mean the fact that I couldn't sleep last night... I tossed and turned and watched the Late Show... very very funny... fell asleep about 1am... not that bad really... the late show rocks my socks! Anyway... now I am going to hide in my room or maybe do something contructive? are you kidding? crumble | 6:58 pm
It started at 7pm but i'm always late so I got there at about 7:15... I had a bit of trouble getting into the house coz everyone was down at the pool house and they couldnt see me, but Klaire walked into the kitchen and she saw me and let me in... she'd already had three and you could smell the grog on her breath... she offered me a drink as we walked down to the pool house and everyone else, i declined, seeing as though i don't drink. Just for the record i didn't have a drink all night. Or a sip. Even though i was offered pleanty a time. Klaire was one of the best coz she would always offer me soft drink instead which was really nice... anyway... Sarah was pretty smashed by the time I got there lol... We actually had trouble keeping her upright on the chair... wait, lemme do a gustlist Guestlist: : millie : peter : sarah : steve : melissa : reese : daniel : klaire : rishi : jasha : chris : me So there weren't many of us and everyone was drinking except for me. Let me tell you what eventuated during the night. Everyone was perfectly fine (bar sarah) at the beginning of the night, but they got drunker and drunker... What happened to Chris Chris seemed to be able to hold his alcohol very well. He had about 4 bottles and then he hit the southern Comfort straight out of the bottle, which is apparent worse than 6 beers (just one shot)... and he had about 9 shots apparently. But he didn't seem very drunk. He was talking fine and u could have pleasant conversations with him but after the SC kicked in i think he felt a bit sick. Chris did not join the make-out session. What happened to Daniel Daniel was pretty good actually too (i'm starting with the easy ones). He is actually the only person there who is 18 and legal to drink alcohol. But I don't think he had that much. He stayed pretty sober. Spent a lot of the night playing the guitar and hanging out talking to rishi. What happened to Rishi Rishi was pretty good too. True he did slug down some of that Southern Comfort with chris but he didn't have much and he wasn't falling over all the time. He spent a lot of the time playing the guitar too and talking to daniel. What happened to Sarah I suppose it all began with Sarah. Well Sarah, as I said, was pretty out of it when I got there. She was sitting on a chair but spent a lot of the time falling off it and everyone was holding her up. I don't think i ever actually saw her drink anything because by the time I got there they were taking the bottle out of her hands and she wasn't allowed to drink any more. She puked in the bushes and went inside and nobody knew where she was but we found her lying down on the mattresses so a couple of us (mainly Klaire, Jash, Mel + I) sat with her and gave her some water and stuff. Her face was really hot. But after the puked a lot more in the sink she went outside and had some pizza and was actually pretty okay. Still had to help her walk a bit though. Now as Sarah was lying down on the mattresses intoxicated she gave Melissa and I some interesting information. Sarah is going out with Steve but they're going on a break on Monday apparently. For a week, without seeing each other. "Peter likes me" she says "he told me on msn yesterday". We then find out that Sarah likes peter too. And she wants to break up with Steve for him and everything. But Peter is going out with Millie. Now at a couple of points during the night I think Sarah tried to make-out with Peter but I don't know if she actually succeeded. What happened to Millie Millie was pretty good at the beginning of the night but she hit a point and was just drunk. I was standing with her and Jash and when Jash gets drunk he gets very affectionate (or should I say sleezy?) and therefore he was into a lot of hugging. They left me and went inside to the lounge room where the mattresses were (and about 5 other people making out) and yes they did make-out. Millie also made out with Steve and Reese. What happened to Peter Now it starts to get complicated. Peter was feeling a bit sick because his sister was sick and he was worried he might have caught it (stomach bug). So he had 1 Smirnoff and a bit of another one. He wasn't drunk. But when he found out that Millie had been making out with other people he wasn't very happy. I think the two of them had maybe a little spat in the other room about it. At a point late in the night Millie and Peter was standing in the bathroom place and millie was crying coz they were probably talking about it. Klaire saw that and went and told millie to come outside with her for a walk. Peter said no and he pushed Klaire. I think we have established that he didn't hit her. Peter was really angry and I got him a glass of water to try and calm him down. Him and millie went home pretty soon after that. What happened to Klaire As I said Klaire let me in the door and I could smell the grog on her breath. But I didn't tell her that. She was very huggy. She made out with Melissa and Sarah and Steve and Reese (I think thats all) in the lounge room. She did want to kiss me and Jasha did want to watch but I wouldn't let her. Lol. So she kissed me on the cheek. So when she went to get millie out of the bathroom and take her for a walk peter pushed her. I was round the corner with Steve and Daniel and I didn't see. But we heard the thump. She fell backards and hit her head on the toilet. We got her up and she was crying. She cried for a while after that. She tried to call someone to take her home but she couldn't call her parents so she couldn't get home. So she was really happy when Peter went home so she could stay. I gave her lots of hugs and tried to look after her while she was crying. I don't think Peter pushed her too hard but she was totally smashed and her falling down wouldn't have needed that much help. The thing is that she couldn't remember if he pushed her or hit her. She was too drunk. She said that if he pushed her it was fine. What happened to Reese Reese was beaming all night because he made out with Sarah. He's a big guy reese and he kept calling me Elizabeth but I let him get away with it. Nah jk I told him the truth and he soon got it right. He also made out with millie and his girlfriend (melissa). When he found out what happened to Klaire he really really wanted to kick peter's arse. Like he wanted to go in there and knock his lights out. I went outside from helping millie and peter and the four of us had a conference on the deck (reese, steve, jasha and I)... I was trying to convince reese not to kick peter's arse but Steve had a better idea. He was on steve's side but he knew how to deal with the situation a lot better than i did. He was agreeing with Reese and saying that 'if we find out that he hit her there'll be hell to pay'. The only person who saw the incident was Sarah. Anyway reese did not kick anybody's arse. What happened to Melissa I have really no idea. I think she made out with Sarah and Klaire a couple of times but i didn't speak to her all night and I didn't take much notice of her actually. She did have a smoke though which I thought was weird coz i've known her since primary school. What happened to Steve I have now officially named Steve the nicest guy on earth. He knows how to deal with people. Now i've met steve a couple of times before at parties and at basketball and stuff. He's a nice guy really. I just started having a conversation with him at the party. He asked me why I don't drink. Like seriously what I have against it and we actually chatted and although he was drunk it was one of the nicest conversations i've had in a long time. Daniel walked over to us at some point and joined in but the conversation died when he heard Klaire fall down. He was good to Klaire and looked after her when I wasn't and stuff. And at the end of the night when everyone went to watch Jackass he and I sat down with Klaire and we tried to look after her. What happened to Jasha Well this one is quite interesting actually. As I have said before and as Millie said at the party Jasha is a very affectionate drunk. He likes hugs. Lots and lots of hugs. Like i'm serious he kept hugging people and group hugs, he liked lots of group hugs. ----- Mum has just walked in and told me that I should be careful and I shouldn't post this post. And even though I argued me point forcibly I am extreemly tempted not to post this post. crumble | 7:58 am
Saturday, October 4 - In my opinion... well it's not like its going to be your opinion! In my opinion the perfect friend will hold your hair back while you throw up in the toilet.I think that's probably the nicest thing someone could do for you. Am i weird? But it's true. When someone's sick or stuff and they're really no in the best way it's nice to know that your friend will look after you. Anyway... I just finished watching 10 things I hate about you... it's a good movie... but i've seen it way too many times... like about 50... lol... and we don't even own it... anyway... I've been hit by this sudden inspiration to do the faerie movie again... lol... I think i might try and write some... and sort out some of the scenes we can't exactly get to work... i'll work... Megs kindly reminded me today that we have out drama exam... we have to find a monalogue... where are you supposed to find one? I have no idea. It can't be Shakespeare or some old man or lady... it has to be something close to us... I'm thinking of scaring everyone by talking about something really depressing... does anyone know where I can find a good book of Monalogues... maybe the library... I decided to post this coz I thought it was very good... it's from Kitty's blog, I just stole it to put here... Kitty's Recipe for Home-Cooked Unrequited Love Ingredients: 1 emotionally insecure individual 1 beautiful (or at the very least, attractive) individual 1 Tsp fascination 1 Tsp lust 1 cup adoration 3 tsp admiration 1 cup shyness 2-5 tsps guilt 1-3 cups remorse 7 cups self-doubt ½ tsp delusional hope Method: Mix in food processor until smooth. Pour into cake tin and bake for 45 mins, or until golden brown. Now don't take that the wrong way and think I have unrequited love... lol... nah... I have no crush at the moment... no real crush... besides Adam Lamberg, Michael Vartan, Ron Weasley, Connor from Angel, and various other famous actors/characters... I just though it was really cute and I should put it in... I don't see the point in keeping emails... my inbox is always empty... I read everything then reply then delete everything... I can't be bothered to keep it... Although I do keep some emails in folders... which I am cleaning out right about now... lol... I missed Lizzie McGuire on friday... does anyone know what happened? Coz I went to megs... I went to megs on friday... I slept over... it was really fun... one of sammy's friends was there too... Ellie... I sorta know here... i mean i've met her a couple of times and she's realli nice... lets see... we hung out and did random stuff like watching most of HP2 and then watching Princess Diaries and lots of the Simpsons... on Sat (today) a lot of megs's family came over and we all had lunch... my mum came along too (she was invited)... so all 15 or so of us hung around and drew dead bodies on the road... I'm waiting for my dad to notice that I got my ears pierced... mum's probably already told him but i'm waiting for him to say something... still not talking to him... lol... he always smells of cigarette smoke... it's very very annoying... coz he smokes at the back table which is like right outside my room and mum always comes and opens my window and the smoke seeps in... it's very annoying... i swear... one day i'm just gonna go sit out there with him and take his packet and light one up just to see what he's doing to me... and then maybe he'll stop... gee i bitch a lot... lol... I was looking at this course ages ago... COURSE... I thought it might be an interesting learning experience... It's in california... a long way away... but i'm not going to California just to do a 10 week course... If I was a superhero what would my superpower be?... I duno... but i wouldn't mind controlling something... like fire lol... I would like to be part of a team... I control fire... and my friends control water, wind, and flora... maybe flora should change... a bit pansyish?... I duno... I need everyone to join my fictional embassy... coz I have like no members... and i need members... grrrrrrrr... coz I wanna make it big and get it off the ground... i'm thinking of an updates page... and more stories will always be nice... so start a story! or ask for the position to edit an existing story... okay! This is one of the coolest little games on the internet... I haven't played it for years... it's called Broomsticks... and it's sorta like little quidditch with out the snitch and it only has one player on each team... hehehe... it's simple and fun though... very easy... hehehehe crumble | 10:19 pm
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Thursday, October 2 - mum home... cozt lots... Mum bought me lots of clothes again today… we went shopping again today… I think she spent like almost $200 in Target alone… lol… We dropped my dress in at the place coz they have to make it a teenie weenie bit shorter… lol… I’m too short… anyway… and we went to k-mart… can’t remember what we bought there… maybe nothing… um… we… um… oooooooo we picked up the photos in k-mart… the ones from the underwater disposable camera… they’re pretty cool… bit blurry and stuff but not too bad… we dropped my school shoe in at the bootmaker... it's breaking apart and mum wants him to fix it... but i like it how it is...Let me tell you about the chothes I got today : The coolest black top... i'm wearing it right now... it's sleeveless, mainly black... but it's got these three monkey's on it... and under them it says "hear no evil, speak no evil and see no evil"... I have a new favorite!!!! And it was good coz it was only $12! : These green pants... comfy lazy, lie-around pants... i'm wearing them now too... : These comfy jean pants... but they're too small... grrrrrr... I think they were on the wrong hanger... maybe mum can change them to get a bigger size? : These blue long board-shorts... for pool parties and the like... they r cool... but a size too big... maybe mum can change them too... : A white shirt that says something on it... i can't remember what it said... anyway... it goes with the board-shorts : A blue/yellowey stripey top... like a farmer's top but for girls... i'm not good at descriptions... i duno if ill wear it but i might as well... hehehe... : a black and white boob tube... it's going back... it's a bit big and it doesn't go with the skirt we thought it would go with... bummer! oh well... i'm just not old enough for a boob tube... lol... : probably something else that I can't remember right now... yea My ears hurt... owwwwwwwwww nesssssssss... I went to the pharmacy today... and these ladies got these gun things and rammed them into my ears... it really hurt... and it cozt $30... lol... mum home... ahhhhhhh... crumble | 1:22 pm
Wednesday, October 1 - if it gets busy... and four hours later... The rice is taking to long to boil. I am taking too long to rice. The boil is taking too long to me.~BEGIN STORY HERE~ "Yes sir" She screamed with enthusiasm. "You are an arse, Sir" Sir looked at the girl. Sizing her up. Her hair was platinum blonde. Her nail were painted dark red. The color of blood. Her face was like that of a skinny child. Gaunt like a middle-aged pensioner. The only thing about this girl that you could consider in the lest part pretty was her stunningly straight, white teeth. Sir looked her in the eye. Into her deep lilac eyes. "Do you have a problem Cadet?" Sir screamed. Searching her features for any reason to send her to the mud pits. The girl shook her head violently. Feeling her brain press against her small to medium sized skull. A nearby cadet coughed up his genitals. Screaming and running to the bathroom, dragging them along behind him. The girl laughed for a second. Before falling back into line with the rest of her small troupe. ~TO BE CONTINUED~ Now... for more blogging ideas... I need to go to the bathroom... This is a very very cool fanfic called "I AM NOT LEGOLAS, PIPPIN OR FRODO!". It is one of the funniest Lord of the Rings parody fanfics. Joy says it makes utterly no sense but I am going to disagree with her and say that the plot is amazing and funny as hell and if you don't read it you will quickly be covered in water and have to boil rice until you suffer a funny death in the hands of a clown called Bobo. Um... not sure what else to blog about really... hehehehe... um... yes... um... okay... yes... i like my dress... but i think i might get mum to put some straps onto it... coz they just might make it a little bit more comfortable than without them... coz mitchie says it looks like it's gonna fall off... lol... Oooo... onto more important matters i made this other bloggy sitey thingey... story blog! wooooooooo... it's address is... actually i might give you a link... Fictional Embassy... Check it out and plz join... i think i might go get another email address just for it... instead of using my normal address... actually... i might change it later... if it gets busy... crumble | 6:18 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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