Tuesday, January 27 - fuck it. Ahahahahahahaha... I got my hair dyed today... hehehehe... welcome the new year with a new room and a new wilson... hehehehe... it's red... well... i wanted it to be red but it seems it's sorta orange... megs took some photos and she's gonna email them to the group... i might post one of them here if i feel like doing so... hehehehe... she straightened it also... so it's now really long... and i like it straight... coz it's not knotting as much... it's very nice... now i must go and wash my scalp... lol...I have school tomorrow... so... i'm not going to publish until friday... or sat... i duno which... one or the other... i'm scared... let me swear here... i'm fucking frightened... i don't want to start a new school... i know what ur saying... it's a bit late to change my mind now... but please shut the hell up and let me vent... i know all these nice people who i'm never gonna see again because they're not in my group so it's very very unlikely that i'll get together with them... but they are the damn right most rockin' people in the whole entire world and then some... i don't wanna forget my friends... but i know there's a chance i might... I miss the atmosphere... of going to a girls school and knowing a tiny amount of guys from our bro school... it's sorta cool... i am comfortable... and being comfortable is being happy isn't it? it's close at least... as close as i've come in a long long time... My fucking issues... i often say i have issues... but it's not fucking true... i don't have issues... i'm normal, no wait, i'm better than normal... i'm fucking perfect... i get everything i want and i'm not terrible at many things... i'm lucky and i'm blessed to know amazing people... but i fucking make the worst out of a good situation... i make things seem worse than they are... so... fuck it... |
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