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Saturday, January 17 - My paper heart will bleed.

"You know what? I had this pet guinea pig once, and my boyfriend at the time didn't like him. So u know what i did?
What did you do?
I killed him.
Oh, that poor little guinea pig.
No, not the guinea pig."

Ppl at bowling were calling Wilbur... I can deal with wilson, willy, wil, kath, kath-a-rine, steph, stephy, sis, boo... but i don't like wilbur... so noooooooooooooooo wilbur! Got it!

PS: I have given murry a new nick name... it's a nick name for murry... it's murz... pronounced marz, coz thats easier... I know she doesn't like it... but i also know it won't stick... and + u didn't like murry either when i started it... oooooooo... in the group book... the poem... the Friendship Loop... it's written Murray... tut tut tut... very annoying... but i'll deal... hehehehehe... go MURZ!

Um... I was gonna say something, oh yeah... today, I was bored... coz I have no life... so when I was not on the phone talking to helz I was reading my book... the 4th book this week... I started it and read 3 chapters last night... finished it about 6pm this afternoon... almost bloody cried... why am i almost bloody crying? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... damn this girl stereotype... but it was sad... I read The other side of dawn... fuck i love those books... they are the only books that I can read over and over and over and still find interesting... and even though i can tell you exactly what's going to happen next I can still keep reading and reading and love ever minute of it... I'm not sure whether to read While I live next... or read one of the books that I bought on holidays... probably the Marsden one... i'm writing too... i feel inspired... i've actually started writing something... something real... I think i might start, a real novel, a comedy fic, and a romance... so I can alternate between them depending on my mood... by real novel I just mean something deep and interesting... and serious... that being the main point of it... something serious... as opposed to Legolas are you sane?... hehehehe... Still love that story... makes me soooooooo happy! Little Bloodthirty Elf-boy...

Kitty has been trying to persuade me to read slash fics... she was looking for a good one for me to read but she became easily destracted and i ducked for cover... not really interested in slash... but i do like the term plotbunny which I have recently learnt.

Sorry Rei... i have taken to copying your Italics... But I think i sorta prefer them to writing in "inverted commas"... coz looks ugly... well... it's a stage that i've gotten over now...

I don.t like writing apostrophe.s either. So i.m going to put full stop.s instead. Because I think they look better. And although they make the sentences a little bit weird to read. But you can deal with it. Right? Oh well, you will. Mwahahahahahaha.

"Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can"


I think sleep is a good option right about now... you know what I have decided... *has revelation*... I will call this The Great Enlightenment!... anyway, I want an adventure. I am bored with being who I am in the situation I am. That is why i love reading, and more importantly writing, and watching movies. Because the characters have wonderful adventures in amazing places with amazing people. I know amazing people. But I need an amazing place and a wonderful adventure. Find me one? Find me either and I'll owe u 100%!!!!!!!! But, it's hard to have an adventure these days, because I want a fantasy adventure... sometimes I reckon it'd be better if i just went crazy and had amazing adventures in my head. I reckon that might be the closest i'm gonna ever get.

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair now
And wondering what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

I run for the bus dear
While riding it I think of us dear
I say a little prayer for you
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break time
I say a little prayer for you

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

My darling believe me
For me there is no one
But you
Please love me too
I'm in love with you
Answer my prayer

Forever and ever
You'll stay in my heart
And I will love you
Forever and ever
We never will part
Oh how I'll love you
Together, forever
That's how it will be
To live without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me

crumble | 10:17 pm

aoi's design from SCRATCH © 2004

NAME: Crumble, Wilson, Forgie
DOB: 8th of October
COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos

SCHOOL: Hogwarts
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia
PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast
FEELING:






likes...

buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story.



dislikes...

bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely.


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