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Saturday, January 3 - "She looked like she was afraid of getting her hand caught in the proverbial cookie jar" I think i wanna bring back my imood... because it's just sitting there... but i gotta remember my password and username... grrrrrrrr... i duno if i can be bothered... oooooooo... do u like my template-fucking? i didn't do that much... i added some links to my links, and i changed the (c) maureen bros thing to 2000-2004... hehehehe... and added some site stats up the top... i'm not sure if there are too many now... it looks a little weird... i duno... maybe will change it... see if it grows on me...You know... it started to feel like christmas yesterday... or the day before... which is sorta annoying coz it means i'm a little bit late... grrrrrrrrr... but it only feels like christmas when ur listening to christmas music... heheheeh... Santa Claus Lane... must remind me to bring back dot's mag to get party... must remember! People aren't blogging much... well... some people are and some people aren't... which is annoying because i like reading blogs... i like delving into other people's lives... hehehehe... always fun... i'm reading mike's blog at the moment... might comment after i'm finished... he's slightly ticklish... hehehe Arghhhhhhhhhhhh... i'm trying to add comments to my website main page... but they're being pissy and not working... grrrrrr... "She looked like she was afraid of getting her hand caught in the proverbial cookie jar." Did i tell you that I won $40 yesterday? I swore I did... let me explain... dad has this friend from work who came yesterday and stayed last night and is still here now... we went out to dinner with family friends yesterday and he came too... between 4 adults they polished off 2 bottles of wine and each of the guys had like 2 beers when they got home... dinner was nice, we all got chrissie presents and Ali and I gave each other Castle Towers vouchers... hehehe... Ben got a sanity one and mitchie got an ABC shop one... twas realli funny... hehehehe... anyway... I had chicken tenderloins with stuff... and the chicken was quite nice but i didn't like the sauce that was covering it everywhere so i couldn't eat the salad and stuff because it was all drenched... I had chocolate mousse for desert but i couldn't finish it... i know, me, not finishing chocolate? anyway... we went home and i started watching idol bcoz i'd taped it... and the boys started playin pool (mitchie, dad, and his friend [richard too])... so they played the first game and i think richard won on a score of about 5 coz the others were all in negatives... then, i wanted to play so we played in teams and i played with richard and we lost, then i played with dad and we won, then i played with mitchie and we were really loosing... hehehe... dad went before me and he sunk the white ball so i got to put it anywhere in the semi-circle and i had to go for the brown ball... but it was behind me... i had to hit the ball straight ahead, at the right angle, and it would hit the opposite end of the table and bounce back and knock the brown ball into the right corner pocket behind me... it was a very tricky shot... so I said to richard "$20 if i get it in?" and he thought about it for a second and said "what will u give me if u miss" and I told him i was broke (lie) so i couldn't give him anything... and then dad joined in and said he'd give me $20 if i got it in... so if i got it in both of them were gonna give me $20... heheheheehe... twas realli funny... coz it was an amazing shot... and I got it in... woooooooo... so I made $40 out of one shot at pool... I keep seeing things out of the window... like i keep seeing movement that i think is a person... but then i look and it's gone... it's not just today either... it was yesterday and the day before too... weird huh... I painted my nailed yesterday... with the white nail polish rei got me for chrissie (thank u!!!!)... they look shocking though, coz i'm really no good at it... and my nails are sooooooooo short... so i have another new years resolution: to stop biting my nails! The scars on my arm won't go away... it's sorta annoying... i wish they would heal... although, if they did, i can't say for certain i wouldn't do it again... but because they've stayed there they're a constant reminder of what i did and they constantly remind me not to do it again. I threw away my pocket knife... did i tell you that? It was a nice pocket knife... silver and shiny... in a gorgeous black case... realli pretty... i loved that knife... but... one afternoon after school (ages ago) i just took it out to the big bin outside and threw it in... shame really... but... sorta a promise... and i haven't touched the kitchen set in ages... Lol... it's funny... i make my problems out to seem much bigger than they really are... i'm really fine... just a B student/teenager exaggerating everything... everything I say... take off 10% for exaggeration... plz... coz that works almost all of the time... My arm hurts... coz it sitting on a bad angle... grrrrrrrrrrr... hmmmmmmm... i am feeling thoughtful... it is time... to do something... to get off the internet and run around screaming like a madman... i wanna go shopping (gasp!)... I wanna go to the beach by myself... I wanna walk along a street and watch the people walk by... I wanna make jokes... hehehehe... Sol told me i should go into Stand Up Comedy... hehehehe... that would be very very fun... but i'm not smart enough or funny enough... I am funny in sarcasm... but somebody killed sarcasm *cough cough*... Hehehehe... mikes blog is called... "my blog is like whoa!"... or something like that... i think it is funnie... hehehehehe... mitchie has cool friends... as far as i know... they're all nice... don't think deon likes me that much... hmmmmmm... oh well... and nick doesn't talk to me much... and I don't know luke at all... but everyone else is nice... yes... i agree... so do i... Story i've been reading for ages is good... but... pair are finally together... so i'm getting bored... she's 26 and a Vet, he's 34 and wants to give up acting so he can be with her lots... they've both been in love for 8 years... hehehe... she has an alcoholic mother who used to be addicted to crack but has been going to support groups... she used to work as a waitress until she got hit on by her boss and he fired her... she then got a job as a waitress then went into prostitution... he found out what she was doing when his buddies hired some girls to come to their hotel rooms and she came... he looked after her for a while and paid for her 8 years of college... she's been seeing a therapist all that time who talks to her about how she's totally and utterly in love with this guy and has been since she was 4 and he used to babysit her... tis a good story... full of depression, drugs, and sex... actually... not that much sex... actually... a lota sex really... but i'm not gonna go into that right now... since i'm not gonna... People say life is short... well... that is totally and utterly... something... Life isn't short... but it isn't long either... life is always short when it's over... no one's allowed to cry at my funeral... actually... u can cry if u want... i would be quite happy if u cried for me... very flattered... but i don't want a coffin... i don't want to be burried... i want to be cremated... burn me! burn me!... hehehehe... Remember a while ago when channel 10 did a lot of those tv movies... over like 2 nights... or something... the the Partridge family and the Anne Frank one... i thought they were both really good... I liked them... Joy's going to Japan tomorrow... i am soooooooooo jealous! She found out like two days ago... I wanna go overseas... but i don't have a passport... I really should get one... i will make that a thing to do this year... to get a passport... and follow up on that rotary exchange stuff that i wanna do... coz that should be really fun and amazing and i really wanna do it!!!!!!! Esc F1-12 PrtSc [Sys Req] Pause [Break] Windows Menu 1!2@3#4$5%6^7&8*9(0)-_=+ Backspace Home Tab qwertyuiop[{]}\| PgUp Caps Lock asdfghjkl;:'" Enter PgDn Shift zxcvbnm,<.>/? Shift Up End Ctrl Fn Alt Spacebar Alt `~ Ins Del Left Down Right They are all the buttons on my keyboard in order... from left to right top to bottom... as best as I could say... so be nice to them because they help me write all my lovely words and sentences and bad punctuation... I tried, okay? I tried my best... I tried to make everyone happy and I think i did an okay job... i'm sorry if i didn't do well enough but i try... and thats gotta count for something... Gotta go Gotta wake up Gotta go Gotta wake up up up up up It's not the morning Not the night Not the darkness Not the light It's the time for me to say to you, that you can't stay. Gotta go Gotta wake up Gotta go Gotta wake up up up up up You cannot stay You gotta get up You better pray You can get up up up up up Okay... not bad for 5 minutes... it's sorta empty... no story there... no base... but it's not that terrible... u gotta know the tune... speaking of tune... I was thinking of putting some music on my blog but i thought it might be a teenie weenie bit annoying and i don't know what format to upload it in anyway... could find out but now gonna bother... I want everyone reading this blog to promise me something right now... I want you all to promise me that you won't let me forget about the world. Because that would be terrible. Does everyone promise? I want you to write in a comment that you promise. Because otherwise i won't believe it. Promise me that you won't let me forget about the world! Now thats what u call a blog post! "She looked like she was afraid of getting her hand caught in the proverbial cookie jar" crumble | 11:53 am
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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