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Sunday, February 29 - I think i'm bored... but i'm not sure... Well... you know how last post I was talking about the world shrinking in the square and such... well... I am proud to say that after i wrote it i didn't fold and fall like i said i might... i got off the computer, did my homework, and then went to school the next morning... so i am sorta proud of myself...At the moment i am researching Kent Weeks. He is an archaeologist. I have an Ancient History assignment on him due in about a month. It's actually really interesting. He discovered the tombs of Ramses II sons. They r still excavating but they reckon it'll end up as over 150 rooms. A shitload. It's in the Valley of the Kings. Sorry... i'm not writing much... because i'm working & talking on msn & playing pyramids & reading a story... and it's hard to do 5 things at once... I'm talking to my friend sarah on msn... she went to my primary school & we caught the bus together... she went to the school i go to now but she doesn't go there anymore... her family moved to singapore... she'll be there for two years... it's nice to chat to her... I am a selfish, attention seeking, compulsive liar who never does what she's told. I have decided to be nice to Josh. Because nobody is nice to Josh. And he actually seems quite nice. I made this decision in IPT yesterday... Stephen & Chris & Terry & John left the room to go and take some pictures with their digital cameras for our assignment and Imran asked Josh why he didn't go. And he said "they don't want me there... bastards". So now I have decided to be nice to Josh. Because everyone makes fun of him and treats him like shit. Which isn't very nice. I know his brother (not very well, but i know him) and he seems nice enough so I have decided to be nice to Josh. The worst part about what Josh said when the others left the room... I totally agreed with it. Remind me that chris has my pen... because i will forget and i need my only blue pen back... I have met lots more people and i feel sorta special... i know lots... lets see who i know... Britt, Sarah, Melissa, Leah, Keira, Lynda, Ashley, Cassidy, Klaire, Millie, Peter, John, Stephen, Shiv, Rishi, Tim, Roma, Anna, Chris, Jasha, Josh, Justin, Amanda, Jaye, Caroline, Michael, Michael, Dane, Amy, Fen, Alex, Kat, Tommy, Brendan, Matt, Matt, Kathryn, Ian, Amanda, Stephanie, Eva, Sue, Saha, Cassie, Kristen, Ilka, and anyone else i know i can't remember... they r the people i know... they don't have to be my friends... i barely know most of them... I also know Erin, Jo, Jess, Sarah, Adam, Phil & Matt in yr 10... Phil & Matt are both really weird, they're Brit's friends. Matt gave me a hug on friday and i could barely breathe. He's a weird one that boy. And i know a couple of other people around in other grades. Not really many, but some. Sorry... i became distracted by all the shiny things... just watched Gilmore Girls... was a very BIG episode... Jess left town, Dean's getting married, Taylor's Soda Shoppe almost opened, a lady died, Lane and Dave are going to the prom together... it's all a whole lot of confusion... I am on the computer doing freaky freaky things... very cool things... people that can't spell things that i can't spell annoy me... but not real people... people who write stories and such... because it makes them seem stupid... which annoys me... My big toe on my left foot can press the escape key It's not just the random bad spelling... it's the words they spell wrong... like mixing up there, they're and their... and the word shined... hello... and outside is one word please... it sorta annoys me coz i would commonly makes these mistakes too... i hate people like me... I want to have my easter party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait until easter... grrrrrrr... *cries like a baby*... I want my easter party now!!! Now! Right now! Well... not actually right now... coz it'd be almost over if it was now... and i would have missed it... but i want it soon... sooner than it is now... not now, soon... Oh i forgot... I know Anny, I like B*witched... the group of singers... i would like to confess to the world that I like they're songs... in primary school my best friend Kate had their CD and I loved listening to it but i never bought it coz it was too expensive... i think i should have bought it... but oh well... Watch you smile while you are sleepin' While you're far away and dreamin' I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure I'm currently looking up a book in the library catalogue at school through the internet... damn private school... I have tried my very very best to ignore the private vs public schools debate... i don't wanna comment on the subject... i don't think it would be fair to give my opinion... i liked my public school and now i like my private school... the people were nicer at the public school... the equiptment is better at the private school... you can't exactly compare the two i reckon... The season's already changing I think it's cool, you do what you do And don't try to save me My 'friends' at school are planning a Monty Python weekend... it was sorta partly my idea... mine & brit's pretty much... it'll be us and lynda and leah and keira and i want to invite stephanie... oh and ashley... we'll stay up all weekend watching monty python and cackling... i promised rachel we'll invite her too so she can come and cackle too... it'll be at my house so it should be good... it's so weird... almost nobody at my old school knew about python... and pretty much everybody at my new school does... somebody starts reciting some dialogue and then somebody else finishes it... it's really funny... the latest joke to hit the schoolyard is... 'this one time, in Amsterdam'... it's really funny... well i reckon it is... it's what i say when i've got nothing to say... i always need one of those sentences... at the beginning of year 7 it was 'Happy Birthday' which is why i was known as the 'Happy Birthday girl' for a while there... it's often 'i'm sleepy'... it's just something to say when nobody is talking and you want them to... a conversation starter... "Wow, you smell like Spaghetti O's and soy sauce. I want a pet monkey." she says before passing out Concentrate girl... if you really want to do this it will take control and commitment, you can't just flit in and out. You have to make a sustained effort to actually get what you want. You should understand me like I understand you Now girl I know the difference between right and wrong I ain't gonna do nothing to break up our happy home Oh don't get so excited when I come home a little late at night Cos we only act like children when we argue fuss and fight ~~~ I'm tugging at my hair I'm pulling at my clothes I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows I'm staring at my feet My checks are turning red I'm searching for the words inside my head It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind If ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care I wanna play mail tag with someone... i heard about it on this tv show... the season finale that i've seen twice... it's the only episode of the series i've ever seen... and i have no idea what it's called... the best guy friend dies in the end... anybody wanna play mail tag with me? coz i'm bored... I am a bad, bad girl... i've been on the internet since about 1pm... and it's now almost midnight... i duno how i do it... of course i don't sit here all the time... i watched Gilmore girls and ate lunch and dinner and watched some videos of tv shows and walked around my room a couple of times and went to the bathroom once or twice... i haven't been outside today... which is a very bad thing... because it makes my world shrink... when u stay inside for a day or a weekend ur life gets smaller... when u leave the house it's like ur opening yourself up again... becoming exposed to more things... everybody knows their own house upside down, inside out... but nobody knows about the outside... nothing is definate out there... it's like... taking an adventure out into the unknown... Everything is dirty... thanks to 3 unit english... every single thing in the world has become about sex... which is soooooooo annoying... i found myself looking for discourses in the simpsons today... it's appalling... we have an english lesson after school once every two weeks... our class and the other class watched Cinderella in the last one... the Disney version... hehehe... we were looking at the sexual discourses in the disney logo... it's dirty... and we have come to the conclusion that the prince is compensating for something with his castle... the castle symbolises the male and there is lots of spikes everywhere so lots of males... and there is one archway which symbolises the female... Ashley can do a very good mouse singing impression... she should be very proud... "Oh well, there?s the fish. Or you could have our main speciality, ?kiwi? flavoured waitress."  Who's that silly lookin' man? "She would have to enjoy a good time, have a great sense of humor, enjoy throwing parties and have really hairy toes!" Malini: Anny apparently loves Raul and Manchester United... or at least likes... i haven't spoken to her about it. If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all Then I hope there's someone out there Who can bring me back to you I have come to terms with the fact that i will never ever be a singer and I have decided to get over it... I think i have... no Idol, no more singing all the time... i am over... if i could play the guitar i would let myself keep singing... but i can't, so i won't. "the puppy trying to understand kiwi"  Oh great... it just turned into tomorrow... I want second dinner... but i'm not hungry so that would just be stupid... i take food to school now... an apple and a packet of those french fries... one i eat at recess and one i eat at lunch... On thurday we went out for dinner... for brit's birthday... it was only four of us... me, brit, lynda and millie... lynda came home with me and we hung out for a while... then mum drove us to brit's house and we picked her up... and we met millie there... had dinner at this nice pizza place... it cost $60... then we bummed around the shopping centre for an hour and a half... brit kept running into people so we met lotsa ppl... we met John and JD... they seem cool... it was really funny coz they seem all punk and everything but they both got phone calls from their mothers while we were hanging in the food court... Brit's trying to find out whether JD is gay or not... he's gonna get her a job at the coffee shop he works at when he becomes assistant manager... twas funny... in the middle of saying something John says "I don't like boys"... just in the middle of talking... he just burst out with it... but apparently he is gay too so it slightly doesn't make sense... I wanna stay up all night... but i probabl won't... i'm missing the late show... actually i duno what days it's on so it might not be on now... or it might be... I like it much more than I like Jay Leno... I'm a Letterman girl! and + I like Paul Shaffer too coz he's from blues brothers... hehehehe... This blog will always have more meaning to me than it does to anyone else... because only i know why i am writing what i am writing... and the real truth about everything i'm writing... so nobody can every understand... I haven't written Mount Caules yet... coz i'm a bastard... Did i mention that Buffy is back on tv? Season one buffy... hehehe... i've only seen the most recent episode... its funny... the fashion... and willow likes xander... and xander likes buffy... and buffy likes angel... and angel likes giles... nah... i was kiddin bout that last part anyway... i have 6 birthday presents to buy... 6!! And i've already bought one that i haven't paid for... and now i have 6 more... grrrrrrr... all these evil people born in march!!! I hate Mercury4's video clip... to 5 years from now... i saw it for the first time today... and they're old and ugly... and don't they realise that boy bands are out... the world has become aware of their everincreasing stupidity and dumped them like a sack of potatoes... Some dude at school was complaining that his uterus hurt... i'm not even gonna say any more about it... My eye hurts... so i think i might go to bed now... i havta go the Library tomorrow... i have to find a book... but i looked it up online and it says it's on shelf... at two libraries so if mum's feeling nice she might take me up to look...  You came from the sky. Your a daydreamer and prefer to have a good look on situations. Where did you come from? brought to you by Quizilla  Fire. Impulsive. Unlike Air, you do jump before you look. When you have something in mind, you won't let go. You have a strong will, and will do anything to get what you want. From time to time you can forget that other people have feelings too, but at most, you're a happy jumping friend. What is your element? brought to you by Quizilla Three other people in this would find that quiz very very ironic... pity none of them read this blog... lol... My Gilmore Girls fanfic is 8 chapters long... and it has 50 reviews... i am sorta proud of my baby! it's amost as good as my Legolas fanfic which is one story & one chapter with 38 reviews. It's pretty much my fav story i've ever written. I was thinking of a sequal but why spoil a good thing right? I have bloody mercury4 in my head now... i just had to bring up the subject didn't i... grrrrrrrrr... damn it all... it sucks... coz it's the chorus going round and round and round and round... I only have one wish To not be like this I wanna close my eyes and wake a new day a new person a new life and none of my desperation I have only one chance to wipe the slate clean for you to forgive me and forget all the hurt, the pain i caused and love me again I have only one prayer i want you to answer let me be rid of my shell of my skin and let me be free again (c) Wilson Inc. 2004. All rights reserved. I wonder what happened to the Pencil Show... god that was funny... but they sorta ran out of characters... which sucked... but oh well... I have a bronze pyramids trophy... i am veyr happy about that... i want to get silver and gold but it'll take another 6 years at the rate i'm going... oh thank god... Mercury4 has left my head and had been replaced by Aerosmith... bout time my head hired someone good...i'm on a bit of an aerosmith bender at the moment... have been for about a week now... found a website that plays "Don't wanna miss a thing" without having to download it... so i've been doing that over and over and over and now i've given myself a headache... The lump from my Meningacocle vaccination has dissappeared... which is good... so my arm is all better... it didn't hurt... it was over quick... but they didn't give us bandaids to we were walking round holding cotton buds to our arms for like 15 minutes... and if u were really unlucky ur arm would bleed onto your school shirt sleeve and it would look grotty... Did i mention i wagged the swimming carnival? And some girl got expelled already? And there is a shitload of bitching... even about ur friends... In primary school I was totally paranoid about bitching... i was always worried somebody was talking about me... my rule was to allow people to bitch in front of me... even if i liked the person... but i would not join in... i would just listen... to study how people felt about each other... There was a girl in primary school called Ashlin... and she thought she saw ghosts... and she ran away from them... and everybody thought she was crazy... she didn't even stay for a year... but she was nice enough most of the time... We used to go to this kids club every friday near the school... and we'd all go into the cupboard where they stacked all the chairs and we'd sit on them and play with weegie boards and stuff and try and contact spirits... i must admit that i pushed the mover thingey a couple of times myself... but only when it wasn't moving on its own... lol... bad me... i miss my brother... he was at uni all week... he came home on thursday but the three of them were all invited to an 18th and I wasn't so they all went out... and then he came home & slept... and then i had school on friday and i didn't see him in the morning... and when i got home jenna was there... and then today i slept in late... and then he went to aarons... and now he's at Jenna's and he's going to the beach tomorrow... i was invited to Yum Cha tomorrow... it's like a turn up if u want to thing... i dun think i'm gonna go... i reckon i was sorta invited as a pity invite... like i knew about it because everyone else was invited in front of me... but i was invited in the car on the way home from basketball... No wait... the 18th was on friday... coz i had to get a lift to basketball... on thursday i went out to dinner... and when i got home jenna was over... and then he had to take her home... and he went to bed straight when he came home... and on friday they went to the 18th and i didn't see them till this morning... coz i actually put myself to bed... weird i know... Don't take drugs. They're too expensive. I will never smoke. It's too expensive. And + i think it's bad for your health or something like that... *wink* Apparently i have to go see Finding Nemo... some punk keeps telling me that... crumble | 1:14 am
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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