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Saturday, March 27 - dont let me die I almost missed gilmore girls... i almost forgot gilmore girls was on and then i remembered and i then i sorta figured that it wouldnt be on coz of the swimming but then the swimming finished and it was on...We won netball today... by about 5... we were down by 1 after the first quater then down by 2 after the second... then i swapped to goal defence in the 3rd and 4th... and then after the 3rd we were up by 5 and then we won... woooooooo... I got sunburnt too... grrrrrrr... I had this sudden urge to watch Princess Diaries today... so i did... i wasn't actually paying much attention... i was writing a fic on my puta... but it was still on... Joy: I watched it and I realised that he looks absolutely nothing like him. Gilmore Girls was good... I want to go to Yale... at least the Dorms were clean... better than where Mitchie is... it's kinda grubby there... i feel really sick and I have a headache... I've been drinking to much soft drink lately... which is not a good thing... and I ran around the most I have in ages today... and i'm extreemly unfit... arghhhhhhh... we didn't have basketball yesterday coz it was the semi-finals and apparently we're not in them... kinda sucky... anyway... i'm playing again next term... should be good Lots of controversy with Millie and Klaire... very very complicated... Millie is on the team... she was thinking of leaving... everyone thought she was going to... so people asked Klaire if she wanted to join... have I written about this before? I think i may have... so i'm going to stop now... Let me explain something... I still play netball with some people from primary school... jess, karina, kate are all in my grade... now... Kate's cousin, Matt, also went to primary school with us... he now goes to school with Karina... he is now dating Karina... he came to the game today... hehehe... i am still on a lowely level of the gossip chain so i don't know many things... but twas kinda sweet... he's grown so much it's not funny... he's extreemly tall... Argh... ate too much chocolate... ate chicken... i think it was bad chicken... must not eat any more chicken ever... I went for a driving lesson this morning... the guy came and we drove around a street near our house... i went for an hour and mitchie went straight after me... the guy was quite nice... explained everything... it wasn't bad... but we were talking a lot... he has a son in my grade who is turning 17 in may... he went to a 50th birthday party about a month ago near where we live... blah blah blah... Argh... i feel as if my head it going to fall off soon... maybe that would be less painful... I live in a world without pain... I get colds... that is it as far as sickness is concerned... I get headaches... thats about all... i fall down and scrape my knees... the rest of my world is neglected by pain... it's really hot... For some silly reason i've entered in a HP mood... I watched half of the second movie on dvd last week... from the pirate copy aaron gave me ages and ages ago... and now i've been writing the group HP fic... i'm currently writing each person a little profile... everyone gets a page and it's packed with information... i'll have to research some wand types though... i need more information... anyway it's going well... but i've decided to be ruthless... it's not a Mary-Sue fanfic... it will become Harry Potter book 5... It kinda now sucks coz i have to make everything from Harry's perspective... i think i have main-characteritis... grrrrrr... I'm still evil though... Helani: Sorry The effect of Gamma Rays on Man-in-the-Moon Marigolds Now my stomach is making really weird noises... i don't think it's a good thing... maybe if i stop thinking then my headache will go away... Maybe i feel sick coz i've eaten about 3 times as much as I ate yesterday Yesterday: : 7 strawberries for breakfast : 3 tiny pieces of rockmelon also for breakfast : an apple for recess : a roll up for lunch : a plate of chinese for afternoon tea Today: : you probably don't want to know... :-( Happy Birthday Malini... sorry I didn't know about it... but i'm buggery and annoying... HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway!!! New York is on one side of America and California is on the other... that sucks... i'm on the borders website... don't ask...  I dumped Borders for Dymocks... hehehehe... now onto Collins...  Sanity say they have Tuck Everlasting on Dvd... but they say its release date is on the 31st of March 2004... it's been out on dvd for ages... i rented it at Video Easy... oh well... maybe i can buy it when it comes out...  EzyDvd say it's coming out on monday... this coming monday... i wish everybody would make up their minds... damn all this...  I just said goodbye to my music because i'm sick of all the pop-ups... what happened to freedom of speech! What happened to free will? What happened to Buffy... they took it off tv... bastards... In my perfect world when i'm all grown up: I wake up at 7:30... completely awake and ready for a new day I get out of bed and walk into my nice white kitchen I make myself some breakfast (something yummy) and grab the newspaper I sit outside on my veranda watching the people go buy and read the paper and eat At 8am I go back inside and have a shower and get dressed At 8:30 I leave to walk to work. (or ride my motorbike, or drive my mini... i'm not picky) I get to work at 8:45. I go to lunch @ about 12:30. I meet a couple of friends who aren't from work and we have a nice lunch... I get back to work at about 2 (coz i'm a lazy bugger) I work until 4 I leave work and I stop in at the shops on my way home to buy something for dinner. I drop by at a friends house on my way home and we hang out. I cook dinner for us both (or if there are more of us, for us all) I then go home and go on the net to update my website or blog or I just watch a movie and go to bed... Okay... i've changed my mind... i don't like that at all... i don't like the working aspect... let's rewrite the script a bit shall we... In my perfect world when i'm all grown up: I wake up at 7:30... completely awake and ready for a new day I get out of bed and walk into my nice white kitchen I make myself some breakfast (something yummy) and grab the newspaper I sit outside on my veranda watching the people go buy and read the paper and eat At 8am I go back inside and have a shower and get dressed After i've finished that I get on my motorbike (or into my mini) and drive to the playhouse I drop in at Starbucks on the way there and grab some coffee I say hello to all my friends there as I go inside I check some details with the guys working on the production. I hand out the coffee and muffins (did i mention i got muffins? well i got muffins) And then I hang around the set a bit (i'm not in the play, i just hang out there a bit) At 10:30 I say goodbye and drive to town. I get out of my mini (or off my bike) and go into borders I spend an hour in there browsing... I buy a couple of good books At 11:30 I meet some friends at the post office (I was sending a letter to a friend overseas) and we decide to go to a movie We see the movie but it's crap so we walk out at half past 12... we then go for lunch at a nice cafe. After than I leave my friends coz i'm busy and i drop home I get changed and head down to the beach where i was meeting my other friends We spend the afternoon hanging out and surfing (this is in the magic world where i can surf and swim properly) The I drop in @ a (group of) friends house after it gets dark and we hang out watching movies until i have to go home and go to bed... I have a microwave dinner at home... Vinnie across the hall from me drops over for about 2 minutes after he gets home from work to drop in my mail that got into his mailbox... Then I go to sleep. Okay... kinda weird... but you must know i'm already like that... weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. weird. No copy&paste. every single word I write anywhere... every single sentence i say to anyone... every single thought i think in my head... it's all a mask for how terrified i am of dying. I'm scared and I've only just realised it. I'm terrified of running out of options. i can't imagine what my life would be like without me and i'm frightened. Frightened of something bigger than me because it's power is absolute scared because there's no second chances don't let me die. crumble | 7:24 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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