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Friday, March 5 - I have learnt that enthusiasm not always frowned upon. The smoke detector is beeping... about every 15 seconds... one beep... kinda depressing... i had to write about it first because it's constant. About as constant as my life. It just keeps going on. No matter what i do. Whether i scream or are quiet as a mouse... it keeps going on. Very depressing.I must tell you about this guy... it's funny... there's this guy who is in yr 9 maybe and i see him at school. He goes to my school of course. I think he is very very cute. Now... let it be known that I have no interest in him whatsoever. If he asked me out i'd tell him to bugger off. I don't have a crush or anything like that. i just reckon he's really cute!! like extreemly. I told my brother and he knew who I was talking about and he said if I went out with someone like that he'd kill me. Lol. I think he's very cute. It's really funny. Today and yesterday I took a book to school to read at recess and lunch. And people have started talking to me! Normally... i sit on the outskirts of the group listening to the conversation because it's normally crap and i don't wanna join in. Coz i'm sick of that I brought my research book for my Ancient assignment to read instead of doing nothing. Yesterday Ian came over and was talking to me about it. He stole my book for like 10 minutes. And today Peter started talking to me coz Millie was at the canteen and I was sitting by myself. I might add that it's the guys who talk to me. But that's better coz I don't really like the girls much. I think i feel intimidated around girls because I think they're all better than me. Talking to the guys is fun. Snitch talked to me yesterday for a little bit. And Stephen spoke to me today. He told me I looked like a nigel coz i was by myself but I didn't mind. IPT was cool today... we have a school group on the network thingey where our class can all post messages and stuff together. And you can chat to people. And in the like 5 minutes we were all chatting before the end of school 3 people actually started to talk to me. Stephen was one. I couldn't tell who the others were tho because they have their chinese names on it and I duno who's who. I think it was John and Eva. They were the only people I figured it could be by process of elimination. I wouldn't expect John to talk to me. And neither Eva. But she's the only other girl in the class and she doesn't talk to the other guys much. I like IPT most of the time. I like the atmosphere. There are only 9 in the class so everyone sorta talks and stuff. Coz I knew Stephen a bit before school started I made my way onto the table with all the guys. And i've sat there ever since. I normally sit between Chris and Josh but the puta wasn't being nice to me so i sat between Stephen and Terry today. It's always funny between them. Or between Stephen and Chris. Coz they talk and argue and it's very funny. I am doing the ASX game. Sue was very very kind to me and gave me the details and so i emailed a teacher I have never met and gave him my stuff and he registered for me. Sue's doing it too coz she does Economics and apparently he's her teacher. Sue is probably the nicest person at school. In the grade. Maybe in the school. She gave me a snickers, she gave me stickers, she gave me ASX info, she gave me a pad of paper, she pointed out to me the guy she likes in yr 12. She's really nice! She's not in the group tho so I don't have out with her @ lunch or recess but I have Business and Ancient with her. My blog is turning 11 months old on the 9th. I am quite proud. It's almost been a year. I sorta want to change the template but I sorta don't want to. It's been there a long time and it's comfortable. I tried to tell people at school about my blog but it just didn't work... they're like 'huh?' 'what?' 'eh?'... I could probably tell people in IPT about it and they'd get what it is but they're very very smart and I don't want them to use some special hacking technique to find it... coz that would be a teenie weenie bit embarrassing. For malini: "I'm a trainiac, trainiac" Not many people like Peter at school. Probably something about him and Millie being attached at the hip (and several other places)... I think he's fine. He's nice to me. I duno whether people at school have high standards or what. Because Peter doesn't like Ian. And Ian is nice to me. I helped him check the Macquarie Uni Library website for books on his Ancient person. *thinks of American Pie the movie* *Understands the saying* 'easy as pie' I think it's funny how the girls are throwing themselves at Snitch. Lol. He's very popular with the ladies. I still miss his hair. He was sitting on the fence today (literally) and Kathy (i think that's her name) went up and sat next to him. And then her friend sat in the middle. A girl came over and was like 'smile' to Kathy and Snitch (before the other girl sat in the middle) she said she was trying to finish the film. It was funny. Very funny. Mel's party is tomorrow. I duno whether i'm looking forward to it or not. Not that I don't wanna go or anything. I have to find a present tomorrow. I just dunoo if I wanna meet people. I've tried very very hard to stop doting on the past and start thinking about the present and turning my new school and my new friends into my school and my friends. But it's hard. I miss Ej's hugs. And Helani's. And Murry's. And the general feeling that people enjoy your company. I haven't felt that in a while. I have learnt: : I have learnt that you can only talk to Millie privately when Peter is nowhere in the vacinity : I have learn't that you just shouldn't answer when Matt (the dickhead) says anything to you : I have learn't that girls like wearing short short skirts : I have learn't that the nice people are generally the people you can't hang around with for various reasons : I have learnt that girls tend to judge and guys tend to accept : I have learnt that shunning Josh is a defined standard even he accepts : I have learnt that it's not worth dwelling on the past. Because you miss out on the opportunities of the present. Vito said hello to me today. Twice. We lost basketball... 92 to 2... But I scored the 2! I was totally open and I ran down the court all the way and I shot the only goal. And Mitchie and Jenna were there and they were both screaming (the good way) and it was really funny. He's good like that. Enthusiasm. crumble | 11:09 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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