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Thursday, March 4 - Welcome to the Bitch. Everybody hates Josh and it pisses me off to no end. Okay he's a bit silly and does silly things but everybody is always having a go at him. It annoys the crap out of me. But because everybody does it, everybody thinks it's alright. Screw them.Peter and Millie were wagging today. Our english teacher thinks they were wagging because neither of them were in class. And she's used to them sitting together and 'talking' all during class. They came to school after it'd finished and waited for their buses. I asked them where they were and they said they were at the shopping centre but hair was falling our and his was all over the place. So I reckon they were having sex somewhere. Peter gave Chris a box of condoms that they'd bought at the shop. Funny I reckon. But totally serious. I've been getting really bored at recess and lunch recently because I don't know anyone worth talking too. So today I brought a book for my Ancient History assignment and I was reading it. I was sorta sitting with my group, but I was apart from them. Ian came over and had a look at the book. He's in my ancient class. He thought it was interesting. A couple of days ago (mayb last week) Ian told me he didn't like me. But in a really nice way. Like he was joking. But still. He's nice anyway. He has a brother in my brother's year. I am sick of the people at my school. Most of the people anyway. Cassidy is a bitch. Oooooo... it was really funny today. I was talking to Britt and Lynda about how the first person in the grade I down right don't like is Cassidy. And I mentioned I figured out who the dickhead of the grade is. And they both said his name at exactly the same time. They knew exactly what I was talking about. Twas sorta funny. We were reading this article in English today about girls and bitchiness. It was talking about girls schools and i was totally disagreeing with it. Bitchiness is very much more prominant at a private school. Private school kids think they're special because they get the best of everything. I agree that it's nice to be able to print things at school and to be able to email teachers 24/7 but it shouldn't make you corrupt. Argh... i've stopped making sense. Oh well... life's a bitch and then you die. I'm just waiting for the dying part of that. Angel was a teenie bit freaky last night. But I liked it. It was annoying. We blew two fuses last night. One when we got home from the Deb meeting (more on that l8er) and one at 10:30. Right when Angel was about to start. Twas scary. Coz everything went dark. Last night we had a Deb meeting at school. Basically everyone involved had to come and we stood at the back of a room while people asked questions we already knew the answers to. I wish we didn't have to go with people from school. I'm going with Stephen. It's funny coz I haven't really spoken to him since he called me and asked me. I'm not really avoiding him. I duno if he's avoiding me. I hope not. Anyway mother went with me and she was talking to melissa's mother. I was hanging round with me group. I actually had a nice time talking to them because Sarah wasn't there and neither was Cassidy. Brittney is going with Tim. Peter and Millie are going together of course. Chris wasn't there but his mum came and Ashley was there. Anny is going with Snitch and they were both there. I was on a bit of a high. There weren't enough seats so we were standing at the back and making random comments. The ladies hosting the thing said that they were going to feed us lunch on the day and I said (rather loudly) "Cool. Food" and a couple of parents turned around and looked at me... it didn't help that Britt cracket up laughing. Your sweet and weary head The night is falling You have come to journey's end Sleep now And dream of the ones who came before They are calling From across the distant shore Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face? Soon you will see All of your fears will pass away Safe in my arms You're only sleeping What can you see On the horizon? Why do the white gulls call? Across the sea A pale moon rises The ships have come to carry you home And all will turn To silver glass A light on the water All Souls pass Hope fades Into the world of night Through shadows falling Out of memory and time Don't say We have come now to the end White shores are calling You and I will meet again And you'll be here in my arms Just sleeping Chorus And all will turn To silver glass A light on the water Grey ships pass Into the West I like that song. A lot. What should I get Millie for her birthday? And what should I get Ej. And mel. And Anna. Coz I have no idea. Oh, and my mother and my brother. Charmed is on. Screw it. Dane at school is a bit of a prick. He makes dirty jokes. He's sorta like the Drama King. In the way that Sol was the Drama Queen back at school. He was on Home & Away. He's winked at me twice. If u ignore him he goes away. I have four assignments and two tests. Jet still rock. How come all the new charmed episodes have titles? How come I can't type properly at the moment? Although you can't actually tell how much i'm using the BkSp key. I'm using it a lot. "We are all individual" HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATH FOR YESTERDAY! AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY EJ FOR TODAY! To summarise: People at school are mean. I don't feel like many of them are actually worth my time. So I am going to disentangle myself from them and become a loner. I want to go and see Annie! I want to take mitchie's camera to Millie's party so I can sit there and take photos of people. So I can show other people. My internet is being slow. Dad wants to get ADSL. Buffy is on tonight. Netball training was meant to start tonight but we don't have a coach so it didn't happen. I don't like chocolate cornetto's *gasp*. I miss everyone from my old life. I asked ppl to remove me from their blog links. And I probably should say why. Well... because it's too hard. It's too hard reading people's blogs about people I know and not knowing first hand what they're talking about. I can't deal with it anymore. So i'm still gonna read the blogs. But i'm trying to take an outsider's perspective and be okay with that. And I also want to let my friends from my new school see my website. And on my website I have links to everyone's blogs. And on everyone's blogs there are links to my blog. But I don't want them to read my blog. Because then I have to sensor stuff. And I don't want to. I still have to write Mount Caules. I will soon I promise. I was thinking of killing myself off but I duno. Maybe I shouldn't. I'll make myself a deal. If I finish my business studies notes tonight and do a drama plan before bed I will let myself write some more of Mount Caules. Deal. I feel like watching Pirates of the Carribean. I think it's coming out on the 17th... so i might buy it on DVD. And then i'll have a Pirate Night. Oooooooo... and invite people over to watch it. I miss hugging people. Coz I don't know people well enough and nobody at my school really does the hug thing. All the cool people wear sun glasses. I saw erin in them today and wanted to kill her. Sat next to Stephanie on the bus today. Anyway... the hugging thing... yeah... I miss hugs. I don't actually like them much. But it's just the niceness... Like people don't find you contagious and repulsive. They like you and want to give you a hug. I used to hug my brother now and then but he's at Uni so I don't see him for half the week. It's only me & mum at home most of the time now. The house is big. I take an apple to school every day. And I eat it for recess or lunch. And then I come home and have afternoon tea. I don't eat breakfast. Selkie5 has been alive for 1119days. I have been a neopets member for over 3 years. Kinda depressing really. But I only play the stockmarket sometimes. And games occasionally. I have over 600,000 neo points. I am quite proud. I'm on Diamond Deposit + bank account and I get 135np of interest a day. The rate is 9.5%. I'm doing the stockmarket game with school. Hopefully dad can help me out with it. Klaire is sick apparently. Brittney said that she isn't coming back. Kat told her apparently. Brittney told Roma. Roma told people in drama. But other people say she's really sick. I hope she's coming back. Although Brittney loathes her I dont mind her. I miss everybody. I miss everybody lots. One day i'll fly away. Sue gave me a snickers today. I think she's the nicest person at school. She gave me a pad of paper just coz I said I liked hers. And she wrote me a sweet note. And she gave me info about the Stock Market game. So I have to get her something nice for her birthday. She gave me stickers yesterday. She only started at my school at the beginning of last year. So she's fairly new too. Her friends all live up the Central coast and she misses them. She showed me a picture of her friends in the back of her diary and they looked like a really nice bunch. ipods are the new thing at school. Brittney has one and she takes it around everywhere and listens to it all the time. Chris finally got his to work so he listens to it too. John started dancing to Chris's music in IPT. It was really loud. John's nice. I haven't spoken to him much. Coz he normally sits at the other desk but he sat next to me today. I feel more involved in computing coz I sit at the table with all the guys who talk and stuff. Where the quiet ones sort of sit at the other table. It's nice. They're all funny. But the work is hard and i'm sorta struggling. I don't understand much. I hope I pass this year. I'll probably have to drop it for next year. We're trying to find a time to have Basketball training but we only have time before school. And I really don't wanna train before school. Coz I don't wanna go to school all sticky. And I hate being late for Roll call. I know Ally, Andrew, Jessie, Kat, & Anna Sarah asked who Stephen was. I've been there a month and I know who he is. She's been there for years! She's stupid! And I don't like her. I am so bitchy today. crumble | 7:02 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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