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Friday, April 23 - not guilty at all... angry and evil always remind me never ever to have another party again for the rest of my life...coz ill ignore it and forget... Okay... the party kinda reinforced my feeling that i really dont fit in with anyone at my new school... well i dont fit in with the group.. there are really nice individuals that i can talk to so easily and make me feel welcome... but as a whole it's not working... i think im ready to disappear right about now... doctor... i think you need to adjust my medication... I really really wanna go back to my old school... i never did before... i mean i missed everyone but i didn't have many other reasons for coming back... but now... i think it's because now i've but my new friends and my old friends into a blender and realised they're like oil and water and they're not mixing because they're completely different... and i know which group is water and which one is oil... the group in general but not everybody in it... there are exceptions... I am trying to convince rosie and megan to get together and do something before the musical... like on the same night... maybe see a movie or something... i duno... we could see one at westfield and then catch a train... i could even catch a bus to the station straight from school, get changed and then meet them all there... would be nice... coz if we just go and see the music we wont get to chat much... I think i am going to go into my room now... to drown my sorrows with soft drink and some sort of food because it's 1:03PM and i haven't eaten today and im a teensie weensie but hungry... Sooooooooo... food and tears... go well together? crumble | 12:16 pm
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aoi's design from SCRATCH © 2004
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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