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Thursday, April 22 - two choices and i dont want to make it... I am cold... i am now becoming cold very often... of course i was not cold last night at the party because there were always warm people around me... i miss warm people...Anyway... should i talk about the party? it was yesterday... i could go into minute details about it... everything from the hammer and nails to the merry christmas decoration to the almost breaking of the pool table... I think i had a good night but i'm still not sure... Mal came first and then megs and we hung out until everyone suddenly arrived at 7... rosie and megs were the last to leave... we dropped them home... leaving at about 5:15pm from out house... almost 24 hours... cool party hey... I dont think it was exactly a good idea putting the two groups together... not that im complaining that they didn't mingle... it's a hard thing to do and i understand and anyway people did make pretty good efforts... it's just... i'm now sorta comparing the two different groups and... well... i'm much much more comfortable with everyone from the Potato Sack side... i know i've known them for so much longer but i also think they're kinda like more my type of people... I'm now kinda wishing i never changed schools... but i know i have met some really nice people at my new school and i wouldn't change that for the world... i'm just feeling out of place now... like i dont belong on either side of the fence... It's hard... I really really don't want to go back to school... i'm enjoying the holidays dangerously too much... i love hanging out and getting together with my friends... i hate doing school work... maybe i'll have to be a dole bludger when i grow up... yeah maybe... I duno how im feeling right about now... i'm kinda in a 'killing myself' mood... but we've already established i would never ever do it because i'm too gutless (which is depressing enough in itself) so no need to fear... I did have a slight relapse into the 'pocket knife' thing but im still good... im fine... im always fine... who says that... i said it a bit last yr... but i got it off a show on tv or a movie or something... can't remember which though... I missed charmed today... hope somebody taped it... and i can borrow it... arghhhhhhhhh... Alias is getting good... i'm glad will's back... i like will... he's cool... i wish i could kick arse... argh... it's always 'i wish' or 'i want' it's never 'i have' or 'i can'... i suppose thats one of my problems... Sydney slept with Will... they were always heading that way... congratulations for finally making it! I would like a pool... I had an idea for a shop... it's for artists... it's basically a old shop... but it's big and it's got lots of rooms and things... there is a part that sells coffee and tea and cakes and all that stuff... there are shelves of books... all on art or sculpture... just on art of sculpture... there are old tables seating 6-8 people where people just go and sit and drink their coffee and read the books on art and discuss artistic techniques and artists and everything... the place also sells paints, eisles, any type of supplies you would need... and you can just come in and paint... there'd be huge windows on the walls so people could paint things they see... during the week the place would run art classes for kids and adults... i think it'd be so amazing... although i kinda suck at art i think it'd be nice to be welcome in a place where there are all these people with the same interest as you... what do you guys think? I have another 'I want'... I want a cuddle... not a hug, a cuddle... they are two totally different things... lets leave it at that... I am sick of reading dodgy fanfics... i will now procede to write my own good story... not fanfic... original story... if there is a such thing... and i will also write the Buffy spin-off pilot... heheheheh... i get a SIDEKICK!!!!! hehehehehehe... I'm not happy... i know it kinda seems like i'm always happy when i'm around people and stuff... but i duno... i hardly ever really feel happy... I want to live my life.. i feel like for these first 16 and a half years i've been sitting in the passenger seat... being taught how to drive properly but nobody's actually handed over the keys yet... i'm so close to having the control that i wan taste the bugs flying into my mouth... and smell the exhaust... but i'm not allowed to actually do anything yet... i can't wait to get my Licence. So... mitchie and Jenna news... well... officially the broke up on monday night... kinda sad really... but apparently they're still talking and stuff and they're kinda friends... i think mitchie's hopefull that they'll get back together later after they both get used to Uni and being apart and everything... they were dating for over a year... Mitchie's first long-term relationship... she's the first girlfriend of his that i've actually liked... my bro used to date bimbos and evil people... they were never actually nice to me... burn them all sorta thing... so when mitchie started going out with Jenna i didn't want to meet her and i chose automatically not to like her... but i met her and she's cool... she liked gilmore girls and loves dark angel and she likes coming over when we have the family over which is extreemly good because it's like having another kid over who's close to our ages... she doesn't seem to mind if i'm bugging her and mitchie... and she let me borrow her Dark Angel dvd sets when she went on holidays... and + she picked out what i was going to wear to Millie's party... kinda like the big sister i never wanted... but suddenly realised wasn't that bad... she's still got 2 of my dvd's... they'll be returned sometime... im not picky... So in my opinion the party was a bust... i think most people will disagree with me somewhat... but from my perspective it kinda was... because i didn't really get to talk to anybody... there were people there that i wanted to spend time with and i didn't get to because i was trying to talk to everybody... it's hard... when all the hillbillies went home the rest of us went inside because it was getting cold and we watched pirates and then Prescilla... i missed most of the second movie... sleep... give us a break... we only started it at 3:30... argh... I had a nice warm person to lean against during most of pirates but then they left and i was cold... argh... damn coldness... I want to watch Underworld again... and Cheaper by the Dozen... and don't tell anybody but I rented Agent Cody Banks and watched it today... yeah i know... im a weirdo... there was really nothing to rent in the store... it was either ACB or Nemo... and I want to watch Nemo because i haven't seen it yet but I want to watch it with somebody... I don't think it's gonna be a very good 'sitting alone' movie... Want me to spoil the ending to Average Joe 2 for you? She picks the pretty boy... of course... they're always evil... evil tv people... i read it on someone's blog somewhere in the land of blogging... I wish (here we go again) that I didn't need sleep... because then i could get so many more things done... during the school term i could stay up all night and work on my homework and assignments... and I could cram for exams all night... and it would be really good... everything would last 3 times as long... I love : getting mail : my cat : escaping reality I didn't actually mind LXG when I watched it last week... but i think i may have liked it because the company was good and i had a nice cushion... Van Helsing looks interesting... OMG... they're making the Princess Diaries 2... 222222222!!!!!!!!!!!... whoa... freaky... it's coming out on the 23rd of September this yr... argh... same day as 'A Cinderella story' with Hilary Duff... argh some more... Harry Potter comes out on June the 10th... argh... must get tickets... argh... I still want an adventure... crumble | 9:18 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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