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Tuesday, May 18 - Late post... Just saw Dayne on Home and Away again... it was kinda funny... He was one of those camoflague people in the war game thingey... I've said to mum before that Dayne reminds me of a 1950s husband. Have I written that before? He reminds me of the characters in Don's Party... kinda funny...Today I had my drama exam... Sat between Jasha and Klaire and Dayne was behind me... I wrote 3 pages and a little bit on Stanislavski and four pages and about a third on Don's Party... it's all interesting actually... I think i may borrow "My Life in Art" by Stanislavski and have a look into what he's thinking... Anyway the exam was okay in itself... Mum picked me up from school after and we went to Smick and i tried on two dresses and I hated one and I liked one... I duno though... Mum then dragged me to castle towers and she bought me a dvd on the condition that I tried on any nice dresses in Hiltons... Found one that wasn't that bad... i duno... it's annoying... I absolutely hate shopping... "So....... you like stuff?"[1] I am kinda bored but i'm meant to be working which is not good because I should not be bored... I want to write a story... I want to go into a nice business room thingey with a big table with seven friends and sit around the table and discuss ideas for a story and we'll write it together... 8 people... I think it'll work... and we can order lunch... Anyway when I get older I don't want to spend my entire life working for money just so I can retire someplace sunny. I want to make envery single day an adventure (*corny*) and I want to do things I enjoy doing and I don't want to waste my life. "Just at that moment an unconsious Argentinian fell through my roof. He was quickly joined by a dwarf dressed as a nun"[2] I want to be in a band... but i'm so totally unco... I kinda suck... Can't play anything... wish i was cool... Lynda was not invited to Daniel's 18th... You know how people say that they're freaks or that they're weird... and you know how it's the cool thing... everyone is a freak and everyone is weird... and there's nothing wrong with that... well I'm being serious in saying that I actually think i am really weird and freakish and kinda sick and wrong... The things that run round in my head... they're kinda sick... not just funny, disgusting sick... but kinda like really disgusting sick... I scare myself... but luckily i have the decency not to act on anything I think... It's like some of the stories i make up in my head... the one I was thinking up a couple of days ago and happen to still be... well i was adding into it disgusting things... the worst thing is that I know there is absolutely nothing wrong with me because there is nothing right with me either... I lie very easily... and with no remourse... I lied to Leah completely... it wasn't very important or anything and it means nothing in the long run... I hate it how i tv shows and in movies they make lying to someone out to be the biggest and worst thing in the world... well i don't think it is... if you think about it there is no such thing as the truth... (this is where 3 unit english kicks in)... the truth is all depending on a singular person... the truth is different to everyone... it's all perspective "Please Sir, If I was cheating at least give me the credit of thinking I would hide it better"[3] Nobody comments anymore... i got 8 comments for my evil depressed/agitated/angry post... which is probably some sort of record not including me... But nobody comments on my normal posts... which is fine *cough* Bored Bored Bored Bored My eyes hurt and I think i will go to bed but I know that if i go to bed mum will yell at me tomorrow because I havent finishedmy business studies notes and I said that i would finish them tonight... "You are a liar and a thief" "I only lied about being a thief"[4] Sorry... i'm just randomly putting quote in... whenever i think of them... I think i need a hobby... I would like to paint my Dark Elves but mitchie sold the paints! Can you believe it?! I was so shocked! They're like 30 or 40 bucks... very expensive and he sold our half used them when i was in the middle of painting... I want to ask Jenna to the Deb but I don't want to put her in an uncomfortable position? Any advice? Sorry to Joy, I didn't call you like I said i would but my eyes hurt and I think i'm just gonna go to bed... sorry!!! Showers make you clean If we lived forever money wouldn't be an issue. Nor would wrinkle cream. What should I get Daniel for his birthday? I have absolutely no idea... he likes aeroplanes? A minature aeroplane... I could make a joke about his size then... might work... where do you buy model aeroplanes? And I don't want one of those evil ones that you have to make from the Hobby Co shop in the QVB where we always used to go when we were little coz my brother was always buying toy trains... Ooooooo... a little aeroplane and a little australian flag... hehehehehehe... just in case he forgets which country he's from when he's up flying through the clouds... mmmmm... must go shopping... How funny is this line... "and giving ______ a mighty kick in the cro- uh, shin" [5] Amy got kicked off Paradise Hotel yesterday!!!! I never ever liked her one bit but I reckon the place is gonna be so much more quieter without her... She's kinda like the screaming confrontational person. It was good... [1] The newest thing going around [2] Moulin Rouge [3] Original [4] Some movie with George Clooney [5] Meteor Rain (link previous post) crumble | 7:27 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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