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Thursday, August 19 - OMG she's posting?!?! So for the past week i've been kinda a bit depressed and all that... since last friday... so its almost been a week... i don't really know why i've been weird... i didn't talk much at school yesterday but I was a lot better today... its kinda weird.. I haven't been sleeping well lately... I think i'm just a bit stressed... it wasn't pretty on Friday... or maybe it was Saturday... i don't know whether i'm depressed or i'm just getting stressed and upset about things... I go into my room and i lock the door and i close the blinds and i turn off all the lights and i either sit under my desk or on my chair and I just cry... i know, i'm such a baby... but still...Klaire wasn't talking to me today... last night she asked Stephen for my email addy to talk to me on msn but I told him not to give it to her because I had three things due today and i didn't want to get distracted... so now she's not talking to me... it was really annoying yesterday... i was not talking much coz i was sad and so she came over and asked me what was wrong and i wouldn't tell her and she kept asking me... and asking me... and it was really annoying and didn't make me feel better at all... it makes me think that rather than wanting to help me feel better she just wants to know my business... which makes me rather angry... We has IPT assessment due today... I hope I do alright... I think my assignment was okay... hopefully... I also handed in my Macbeth Essay that was extreemly crap but at least its finished, and I did my BRT Stage 3 where I had to do a speech. Everyone said it was really good but I hope they weren't just being nice... So tomorrow it Maths assessment... I haven't done any study because i've been busy... it's also Tim and Michael's birthday's... I wasn't invited to Tim's party on Saturday so I think it may be weird giving him a present tomorrow... i just bought him some little stuff... and I also got Michael a dvd on wolves... hehehe... he likes wolves... lol... We played out last game of Netball last satuday... it was the semi-finals but we lost... only by four... it was the BEST GAME EVER!! We played the bitchy team and it was really fun... I thought they were really good but actually we were just as good as them... it was windy and our skirts were flying up and we ran around and people were cheering and the atmosphere was great... hehehe... we went to Macca's after for a couple of hours and ate food and ice cream and cookies... hehehehe... Karina bought 8 boxes of cookies... hehehehe I saw Queenie and her sister today... Mum and I had been to the shops for a bit and we saw them walking home, and then I saw Ishana which was really cool coz I barely know her but she's a really nice person. I didn't get to say hi coz my reflexes suck but it was good anyway... I had to sit next to Amanda in drama today... I think she's become my most disliked person in the grade quickly... there's nothing wrong with her, I just don't like her. For our drama yearlies we are going to write a 45 minute essay on the "Theatre of the Absurd" which I should be able to do fine, and then we are going to also do a impromptue performance in a group... which should be a little less fine but in a group it should be okay... I'm hoping I got a good mark for our performance last week and if I can do well in my exams and log book and all that then i can hopefully improve my position in the class... I would like to come in the Top three... that will be my goal in drama... My goal in IPT is to come first... which will be difficult... but if I can do lots of study and a good exam it should all be good... For business Studies i will see how well I do in my BRT stages 2 & 3 and then decide how much I am going to study... i know i won't come first... I would like to get in the top ten I would also like to get in the top 10 in ancient but I don't know how possible that really is... I didn't do a good assignment... if I do our current one well then maybe i can get in the top 15 or 20... Maths Goal: top 10 English Goal: top 15 I don't know how reasonable those goals are... I prefer to go on ranking because marks are kinda more depressing... The cuts on my arm are healing nicely... I still have marks on my heals from ice skating in the holidays... like 7 weeks ago... i hope they mainly disappear... I need to do some research for our Ancient Assignment... on the weekend though... crumble | 5:12 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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