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Thursday, October 7 - like the corners of my mind. Ask her if she wants to stay a while...Fanfiction Wild Card Summary: The boys from the Lord of the Rings have lots of obsessed fans – people who steal their personal items, girls who camp out the front of their homes and fans who are watching their every move. But what happens if one of those fans goes too far? What if all he wants is to destroy them? And what if one LAPD officer with a troubled past was determined to get in the way? Love Toll Summary: Orlando Bloom will do anything to get rid of his rabid fans. What happens when it means faking a relationship? Will Kendra prove to be the opposite of fake? Change of Mind, Change of Heart Summary: All young actress Kate Speirling wanted out of life was a good career, and when she received a part in a well-known studio's new project, she thought she must be dreaming. But when she discovers who she's co-starring with, and what her role in the movie really is, will she still think it's a dream come true, or will she consider it a waking nightmare? As you like it Summary: Orlando meets a spitfire at Guildhall who happens to also live across the street from him, in a parallel flat. Let me tell you, a LOT of things can be mistaken through a window... November Rain Summary: Cascata Ireland recieves a job as a hair/make-up artist on the set of the new film 'November rain' While on set she has to deal with a Pre-Madonna named Katie Johnson. Thankfully, Katies co-star Orlando Bloom is willing to help make things a little less stressful. The two of them become extremley good friends but what happens when those feelings end up turning into more? Hypothetically Speaking Summary: Three girls travel to England as a band and find themselves face to face with the cast from LOTR. The girls fall in love but will their relationships with the boys last? Romance, humor, and adventure to come. These are all mostly pathetically tragic love stories about pain, suffering, and happy endings. Blah blah blah... but they're actually good... if you don't mind accepting that love is the most important thing in the world and will triumph over all... blah blah blah... hehehehe... So... my Pop died yesterday... my mums dad... and... um... well dad told me... when i woke up it was 12:30pm and my blinds were closed which tells me that my mother wasn't home (coz she always wakes me up or opens my blinds if it gets late)... so I looked outside and the car wasn't there and so i thought nobody was home but dad was on the computer so I went to him and said goodmorning and he got up and hugged me and told me there had been another incident... "your grandad died last night"... and i was kinda in shock because i didn't expect it... and i cried a bit... and i went into my room... and put on Star Wars... mum came home about 5pm or something... and she was fine... like she was normal and she wasn't crying and hadn't been as far as i could tell and she didn't talk to me about it, she just acted normally, which caused me to act normally which gives me the shits... Nan wants to have the funeral service at home... at her home... and they think it'll be on monday... my first day or year 12... so i'm going to miss school... probably not the whole day, but maybe an IPT lesson... The last time I saw hom was on sunday... he and nan were over and I was late to go to Steph's house so i was running around a bit... and i didn't give him a hug... and i normally do... but i didn't... and i really didn't expect it... the death part i mean... and no, i'm not crying now... and I don't want to cry at the funeral but i know i will, because i'm closer to my mum's side of the family because they live so close to us... On Sunday, June 06, 2004 my other grandad died... exactly 4 months apart... My parents haven't told my brother yet... which i am kind of upset about.. because he has a right to know... they don't want to tell him because he's been sick recently and he's at Uni and has a lot of work to catch up on up there... they're going to tell him tomorrow... when he gets home... I can't believe its my birthday tomorrow... its kind of depressing... I have to ring Ej or somebody to find out who's going to the beach and how they're getting there... how do you get to the beach? maybe the twins will go... they probably won't... wish they would tho... its close to their house too... i think... actually im not sure... there house is close to A beach... not sure which... argh..., i could find out but i'm lazy... Joy hasn't called me about a thing with Sarah... damn... argh... i'm fucking everything up... i could take the effort to call people i haven't seen in ages and find out what they're doing but i'm a pathetic excuse for a person who is too wrapped up in her own life to take 5 minutes to keep in touch... pathetic... Jj said happy birthday to me on msn... thats so nice... Just sent sarah and ecard... its her birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!! I feel sick... like not the sick i normally get when i've eaten too much crap... it's more the sick when i've eaten a bowl of coco pops and kool mints all day... i think im hungry... dad just went out (bout an hr ago) and mum went out ages ago... so im home alone... im still hearing noises... thought i just heard a car door slam but i just checked and i was wrong... oh well... I'm getting back into the swing of blog posts i think... writing really long crap... about nothing in particular... occasionally writing poems or putting in quizzes or posting songs... Its the first day of year 12 on monday... and i'm going to miss it... well some of it.. because i have to go to a funeral... so depending on the time it is i'm gonna miss some school... good way to start off the year eh... I was looking through my photo albums just beforeand I was remembering, i remember clothes... putting on certain clothes, and i see them in the photographs... and i remember the rich red carpet from when i got my kumon trophy, and how my brother knelt on the ground to be in the photo with me... i remember the pretty dresses i wore... but some outfits i have no knowledge of... the ugly ones mainly... i was a sulky loner child... oh well... actually i dont think i was that much of a 'loner' i think i was just wary of the other kids... i just can't walk up to someone and start being friends with them... my brother was always better at that than me... he was always good at striking up a conversation with somebody randomly, or just throwing snowballs at some kids and stating up a war with them... My grandfather was 76 years old... at the present point in time my father is about 56 years old or so... no wait... he's 58... turning 59 in november... thats soon... i never figured out why my parents are so old... really... they didn't date... apparently... they always tell me that they just got married... no dating involved... dad told me that he dated a girl in high school for 5 years... had a break for 6 months... and then dated another girl in Uni for 5 years... then he randomly dated... then he married mum... mum won't tell me anything about her life really... she's 7 years younger than dad... They've been married for 30 years... so they can't have gotten married because she was pregnant... because mitchie is only 18 years old... i wonder why they waited so long... maybe they were just in love and wanted to have some time to themselves before some little tykes came along... maybe dad was busy with Uni and work and everything... i don't know... but i really wish i do... that's a little to do with why i'm writing this blog... because in many many years time i can look back and understand what i was doing or where i was coming from... i can remember things that i'll forget... things about myself and about other people... and my arm really hurts... from typing... typing is quite strenuous you know... yes it is... I just noticed one of those Driving school cars drive into our little side street and it's parked outside the house i think... and i think the instructor is the guy who used to take me and mitchie out for lessons... the guy mitchie didn't like but who i thought was okay... yes.. so if i disappear in the next couple of minutes... i've been kidnapped by him... crumble | 10:32 am
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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