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Tuesday, November 23 - Morbid, whorebid I'm not in the best mood today... I didn't have the best day... it's not like it was complete crap or anything... it just wasn't great... i sat on glue... at least i hope it was glue... but that wasn't the worst part of the day... and i'm not going to go into some time-warping event that has shattered my very existence because there is no such event... nothing terrible happened...I miss my old friends... they were nice... and I want to kick Peter's arse for saying what he said about them... they were some of the best people i will ever meet... sure if i see them on the street in years to come i will go over and say hi and there will be hugs... but the question 'how have you been" will never be answered... It is that question that destroys my life... when people ask that question they do not expect an answer... they know that by having to ask it there is too much of an answer for it to be answered... does that make sense? I'm trying to say in a philosphical way that the answer would be too long for any possible conclusions to be made from it... which sucks... It's like running into someone from primary school who you were friends with but you've both changed so much that there's no point trying to catch up. Peter said i could invite them to his LAN party... but i am not going to... because they would not be allowed... and they would find it boring... and they wouldn't make any friends... i mean i don't even know why i'm friends with the people i am... some of them are people i would like to remain friends with for ages... thats maybe 3 or so people... but the others i am only really friends with by situation... if I didn't go to the school i go to now I wouldn't have ever met them and it would no big loss... So here's to me being morbid And a jolly cheer comes from the crowd We raise our glasses above our heads And in our accents shout out loud "Hip, Hip and another, Another Hip Hip Horray Being morbid is the new pink Or so we proclaim on this day" crumble | 9:28 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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