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Tuesday, December 14 - buffy this buffy that... too right Okay... i have two episodes of buffy left in season 3 to watch... and i will watch them tonight... i'm just having a teenie weenie break because i'm tired and i am soooooooooo getting sick of buffy... I mean i love the show and all that but i'm tired of the character buffy.. i like willow, i think she's cool... and xander and spike and giles and even wes... and johnathan, and cordy's even okay... and i like faith... but i'm so sick of buffy... it's terrible...In the ep where vampire willow gets sucked into out universe I saw tera... sitting in the bronze, one of the willows walks past and touches her face or something... i love OZ! hehehhehhe... in the ep where buffy touched the demon and can read minds everyone's thinking something kinda stupid and oz i thinking stuff like "if buffy can read my thoughts she knows everything about me, and therefore becomes me, i do not exist, nobody exists, only buffy" Anyway... i like it... i'll watch the graduation day eps in a sec, when i go back to the lounge room... Since i have buffy i'm retracting from the land of TV... i missed summerland yesterday coz i had the girls over but i didn't obsess about taping it or anything... i missed girls in love yesterday too... but thats alright, she broke up with Dan so its major suckage... um... degrassi i didn't even bother watching last week and probably won't tomorrow... but stargate my brother kindly taped for me last week which was very nice of him! so i didn't miss that... i like it! hehehehe... I generally dislike people who never talk to me on msn normally and then suddenly write asking if i'm going to this or that or something... argh... so it was interesting getting ash's email about bowling... coz she wrote a list of the people she told about it... the guys + steph + me, and herself of course... i felt special to be a part of the group but i jus found it... interesting... So... watching lots of buffy and gossip sharing sessions with the girls have given me something to strive for... something that i have decided i would like... i dont think it's too much to ask... I would like to live in a tv show, or a movie... I would like to have a life full of interesting experiences that test me and that are fun and that are hard and that teach me lessons... WAIT. LET ME START AGAIN. All i want is the perfect life... i want to be able to look after myself... i want some gorgeous prince charming to sweep me off my feet and be perfect in every way... i want to never be seen doing any work but to get good grades... i want to be a character... Maybe if pur parents told us when we were babies that we were all characters in this huge movie we'd all act a bit more like ourselves... it does make sense kinda... it's the whole "as you like it" thing... you dress up in costume and act more open and like yourself because you are not yourself... i find that very interesting... I had a dream about my pop last night... or this morning... he was just there... and my dad and that were still trying to organise the will... and he was sitting on the couch at our house outside... and i though to myself "why don't you just ask him"... and yeah... kinda freaky now i think about it... Soooooooooo... post getting kinda long... crumble | 9:17 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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