Thursday, December 16 - I'm in the 'it would be easier to die' mindset right about now... oh relax we've talked about this before... i can't do anything about it... argh...So anyway... wishing i was a character in buffy right about now... i know, i'm terrible, it's terrible, i'm obsessed... i like the way it's written, i like the way they talk, they're funny... so i wanna take some notes and try and write some of my own stuff similar to that... maybe to use for my drama or something... but lets talk about something else caught the train this morning... went to visit my old school... it wasn't too bad... probably because i didn't actually get to lunch coz i was feeling sick so i went home... okay here's the truth... visiting my old school and seeing my old friends always sucks... like i don't really look forward to it much and when i get there it mainly sucks... there's too much to catch up on.. too much stuff i don't know.. i'm out of the loop and it's closed off behind me, like a giant tub of jelly crystals... i enjoy seeing them, don't get me wrong, but it's kinda just weird... i'm a bit lost when i'm around them... i didn't get to see a lot of the people i really wanted to see, mainly helz and murry... but i saw a couple of people that i missed... Not having a new years party, decided against it, sorry keira, steph and sue... i dont think my parents would appreciate the late notice... anyway i think ill end up going into the city with the guys for the 9 fireworks and then i think there was maybe something about going swimming at megans... should be fun... I think im competitive... it's annoying... i like to win... i try not to be competitive... but i can't help it... there are two people in my life i have noticed to seem to be very competitive with me... like in a lot of things... and i probably bite right back... it's interesting, but not a great thing... |
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