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Wednesday, March 23 - Again I got unnoticed My father makes fun of me when i get angry, honest to god i don't know how my mother has stood him for the past 30 years, it's amazing, she's one hell of a woman... mum asked me to get some maths papers to give to erin from last yr, so i get them and im looking at them and i casually say to dad 'ooh, from the time i used to get good marks in maths, or okay marks'... my maths marks have steadily decreased from the beginning of last year, although they were quite bad before then too...Okay sometime in year 9 or 10 i did a maths half yearly... and i got a bad mark, and i was upset... and the teacher had this wack idea to talk to everyone outside the classroom for a couple of minutes about their mark... and i bawled, coz im one of those people who cry at anything, i cried... and she didn't understand why i was upset coz when i get upset i can't talk without making funny gurgling noises... Dad wants me to get someone to help me with maths, i want to bloody well do it myself, i may be a lazy arse but im not bloody stupid, i can do it on my own. My cousin and her daughter are coming to stay with us for a couple of days... there's nothing wrong with them, but i don't like my cousin very much... and i don't like little kids hanging around when im in total vege out mode... i remember last time they came, i'd play with tara (my second cousin) and ann (my cousin, her mother) would yell at her... now you can't yell at a kid when she's playing with another kid because technically you're yelling at the other kid too, if only for letting your kid do the stuff you're yelling at them for... so wim wam bam thank you mam. Watched three movies today, after my last exam... i watched Heartbreakers, Annie and Bring it on... whoa... they're all very very female... i only just noticed... i'm trying to get through all the videos i have in my room so i can record over them if i want at a later date... hmmmm... Yesterday, no the day before, i was sitting at this same computer, minding my own business when i heard this horse running down the road... cars stopped and i looked out the window a second time and the horse had disappeared... about 20 minutes later i look out the window again and there's a horse walking past... IN OUR BACKYARD!!! Okay it's not that exciting, it's actually the third time it's happened... i told mum and we went outside and there was a man in our driveway who had just parked, he was looking for a horse, then his wife and daughter pulled up... we got the horse, it was very beautiful... the people were from down the street... girl's name is Claire and apparently she goes to my school but she's not in my grade and i duno if she's older or younger, mitchie says she's in my grade... but since she was home and it was the middle of the day you could guess that she's the grade older than me... but not too sure... So that's the horse story... I had three bad exams and three fine exams... sucks coz one of the fine exams wasn't worth anything, the worst exam was business studies, coz i'd done so much sodding study for it, 23 pages of notes, and i still royally fucked up the exam... so that sucks... maths and ancient i knew i was going to fuck up so i'd already come to terms with that fact and was kinda at peace with it. Don't have school till next tuesday... hey, i could go to my old school tomorrow... that would be interesting, would get my away from the house and relatives that would have to share my bathroom (that is kinda my bathroom since mum and dad have their own the mitchie goes away so i have it all to myself)... maybe i could... I was reading this bloody fantastic fanfic yesterday, probably something to do with why i couldn't study for history... anyway im gonna give you some chapter titles and quotes to keep you intrigued... oh, it was a Buffy AU fic. Chapter 9: SINEP "Come by my house after school. I’ll make diagrams" Chapter 9: SINEP "Buffy and I were talking about SINEP," she stated. "Her boyfriend Angel’s SINEP in particular…" Mr. Anders quirked a brow. "SINEP?" "See, Angel loves his SINEP and Buffy wanted to be able to please it and make him happier. I was simply offering her my help." "Right…" the older man said slowly, shaking his head, "please take your seat Ms. Jenkins." Chapter 10: A different kind of lesson He shrugged. "What? It’s possible." Off of Willow’s look Xander added, "Remember in the third grade when we were all playing at Buff’s and your ‘Suzy Wets Herself’ doll went missing? I’m telling you, the Summers backyard is a gate for unspeakable evil…" "William’s probably sick." She rolled her eyes. "We should go by there after school." "Or call the police…" "He’s not buried in her backyard, Xander." "Are you really sure about that?" Interlude: Cock it and walk it "This is Kong," Anya said completely unfazed, continuing to remove the contents of the case. "Not for novices, but it’s good to have him along for reference points." Interlude: Cock it and walk it The girl ‘tsked’ shaking her head. "Imagine years from now, all of your boyfriends getting together…" she paused, "assuming you ever get a boyfriend let alone multiple ones. Just think about what they’ll say ‘oh – that Willow, sweet girl but terrible at giving oral pleasure. If only she had taken lessons.’" Chapter 17: The Jenkins sex survival kit "I haven't been ignoring you," she said nonchalantly. "I've just – chosen not to acknowledge your presence at this time." Chapter 17: The Jenkins sex survival kit Anya clapped excitedly. "Ooh, great! I have a present for you – but I wasn't sure if you would need it or not, and now you've clearly got a 'I'm going to get some' look on your face so everything worked out perfectly!" Cordelia let out a very unlady like snort and Buffy frowned. "What kind of present? Is the mind-numbing fear I'm feeling right now irrational?" Okay so i put some of the more raunchy quotes and stuff up there, it's actually just the bad bits... but they're so funny, lol. Oh, this is the disclaimer the author wrote for chapter 24 Disclaimer: And now, a classic Disclaimer... After getting hit by that truck, I ended up in front of the Pearly Gates, standing before Saint Peter as he weighed the good and the bad things I had done in life. "Ah, very nice Desire, it says that you were a very loyal, giving person, a true friend to those around you." I nodded. "Yeah, I was pretty sweet, huh?" He grumbled a bit, clearing his throat. "What’s this about you stealing from the beloved Joss Whedon?" "I didn’t steal, well, not officially. See, I wrote this story called Again I Go Unnoticed, and I used Joss’ characters. I was only trying to entertain the throngs of internet chica’s who needed to read about our Spike and Buffy finding romantic bliss, because Marti and Joss know not what we know," I said, looking up at Saint Peter, my almond brown eyes shinning brightly. He smiled at me warmly. "Very well my child, you may enter... Wait a minute!" he shouted suddenly. "What’s this about you committing lewd acts with a picture of James Marsters?!" (Takes a bow) Ah, those were the days. Ahhh... very very very very very funny... hehehehehe... Mum's telling someone to come in... i think my family are here... which is like whoa... fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck... -10 minutes later- sorry, couldn't type for the last 10 minutes, had people standing next to me... pretended to play spider solitare... argh... i don't like this... im such a brat but i like my space... i like being able to do what i want... im very very selfish... shelfish are selfish So... everyone's eating dinner... i don't particularly want dinner so im not having dinner... as soon as i can i will go into my room and hide for the rest of the holidays... should i go to the show with the gang? im not sure... maybe... yeah why not... of course i'll go... should email millie... Mum thinks its funny... i should disappear... apparently dad got wireless but mum told him not to tell me... argh... thats not very nice... wireless means me living in my room and only coming out for food and to go to the bathroom... oh and to go to school and out and stuff... crumble | 7:12 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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