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Monday, April 25 - I had a fight with my parents yesterday. Complete with yelling and dragging, verging on tantrum territory. It wasn't very pretty. Mother says I have 'mood swings' and they are abnormally swingey. She says I have "Highs and Lows". Says I should "talk to someone". Oh yes I picked the absurdity at that statement many many times. She just didn't understand. Talk to who? Santa? God, Jesus, Moses? Honestly.Only one thing she said in the entire conversation got to me. But i'm not sure if she noticed. I was playing 'emotional detachment girl' during the conversation. I make witty remarks and jokes and random references. It's just something I do when I feel bad about myself or stressed or something. I do it when I go clothes shopping with mother. Because I feel self-conscious. I'm taking these paragraphs more seriously than my normal blogging. You should be able to tell by the fact that i've tried to capitalise all my 'I's. So I spent about half an hour last night talking to my father while he was on the computer. He was ignoring me but I just kept talking. Until mother came in and literally dragged me out of the room. Then her and I chatted for about an hour in my bedroom. I spent a lot of that hour writing on my wall in pencil while she chatted. The argument resulted in father locking the door to the study all day today so that I couldn't go on the computer. [He doesn't actually know that I have a key]. And yes I am on the computer now, but just because I did some work and mother said I could have a little break. Mother wants to know if I want to leave school. crumble | 6:40 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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