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Monday, June 20 - Conversations with some people. So this is what happened.Stephen says: hi Wilson says: 'lo Stephen says: sup homes Stephen says: whatca up to Wilson says: nomuch, reading fanfics, avoiding doing drama etc Wilson says: i think i heard a banging noise Wilson says: im going to investigate Stephen says: lol Wilson says: im back Wilson says: the grocery pad thingey on the fridge had fallen onto the floor Wilson says: but all the doors are still locked and i saw no car Wilson says: so its all good Stephen says: lol Stephen says: want a hug Wilson says: no im aiight Stephen says: Stephen says: y do women only ever see me as a friend Stephen says: whats wrong with me Wilson says: how old are you? Stephen says: 18 Wilson says: so r.e.l.a.x, you will meet the girl of your dreams and she will love you and you will have many babies who will grow up to be big and strong and get married themselves Stephen says: ive met the girl of my dreams Stephen says: and she doesnt love me more than as a friend Stephen says: and we'll never get married Stephen says: and my bloodline shall end Stephen says: and ill end up old and alone Wilson says: if you're going to be that negative i have absolutely nothing to work with here Wilson says: ooh maybe you could be like really famous from writing books or being on the radio and stuff and you could be like a mystery guy... like people read your writing and listen to your voice but nobody knows who you are, and all these women fall in love with you and stuff Stephen sends me a file Stephen says: have a look at the shit i write I look at the file Wilson says: hehehe, its only three lines coz its not wrapped Wilson says: thats v. depressing Wilson says: but v. good Stephen says: did u understand it all Wilson says: some of the words were too big for me Stephen says: i love misanthropic Stephen says: means a disgust for humanity Stephen says: why r u so optimistic Wilson says: im not really, i like to pretend i am Stephen says: then y r u constantly on ur moral high horse Wilson says: ahem? Stephen says: im never gonna be good enough for u am i Stephen says: fuck it no one will Wilson says: yeah no one will Stephen says: and thats something i cant stand Stephen says: cause even if i wanted to hate u Stephen says: i love u too much to hate u Stephen says: and i cant stand u being unhappy Wilson says: dont fucking love me alright Wilson says: just stop Stephen says: u dont know how i feel do u Wilson says: only what you tell me, things like this Stephen says: u assume that i have no knowledge of what these feelings r Stephen says: that theyre some petty crush Stephen says: some infatuation Stephen says: u dont know what its like to be me and u never will Stephen says: never tell me i dont love u cause i do Wilson says: im not telling u that you don't, im telling you not to Wilson says: its stupid Stephen says: id go to the end of the earth for u and it wouldnt be enough and its not that im good enough that hurts its that i cant make u happy that hurts Wilson says: nobody is fucking allowed to make me happy Wilson says: im not gonna rely on anyone else for that, its stupid Wilson says: im the only person that can make me happy Wilson says: and im sick of you being perfectly fine at school and then dumping all of your shit on me on msn, it's yours to deal with and frankly i dont need to know about it Wilson says: so go to your other thing on friday, dont come to my house Stephen says: ok And then I blocked him. And now im going to bed. crumble | 8:28 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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