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Tuesday, July 19 - resourcefulness cIf I were forced to tell the truth about everything I think my head would explode. It's like a fail safe installed to make sure nobody finds out the stuff that I really think. y If I can go 24 hours without one person saying the word "Trials" or "Trial" I will be an extremely happy camper and will never miss a day of school ever again. [Not including this friday's motivational lecture that I plan to miss due to the scheduling of a previous engagement that i will make as soon as possible]. a Oh I didn't go to school today. Good start hey, second day back term 3 and I stay home because of reasons that are my own and I will not write here. I'm a spoilt brat... honestly I am. Truthfully I completely am. I try to pretend that i'm not but its the honest truth. l My entire family has trouble sleeping. Mitchie's never really been able to sleep properly and mum's been having trouble this past yearish... Dad sleeps a lot. And over the past month i've had trouble getting to bed. Probably my own fault, staying up too late then wondering why I can't fall asleep early the next night. a Assembly yesterday, mainly the principal's address, just made me feel bad about myself. Oh I know I really shouldn't have bothered paying attention but I took the high road and did and now I refuse to do backflips. Don't know what that last sentence meant? Join the club, we're getting jackets. t I'm really tired at the moment. Should do something right now while I have the chance but don't really want to leave the keyboard. It's comfortable here. It's home. e I think my head's broken. I can't keep thoughts straight, i'm always changing my mind and i can't decide on anything. It's disappointing because until this point in my life i've had an enormous amount of respect for the goings on in my head. It ends now. r crumble | 5:00 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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