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Wednesday, September 7 - Blasphemy I'm on here again because mother has made me sad/angry. I'm not sure which but I think it's a combination of both. See she tells me to get off the computer, when I am just about to get off the computer, but she makes such a big speech about me not doing any work and going to stuff everything up (similar to my father's daily speeches) that I decide that I am going to purposely stay on the computer until she goes to bed. Because I am a stupid pain of a child, a brat if you will, and I never do what my parents or guardians want me to do.Now she's washing things in the kitchen and I have to sit here until she decides to go to bed. And I still have to straighten my hair. Damn, I missed all the good tv that was on tonight. Damn Dash Drat. Okay I know I'm a pain. And I'm an idiot. And I'm a selfish spoilt brat that always gets her own way. And I'm only nice to people when it suits me. And I think that I'm very important. Yeah, I forgot my point... what with all the self-loathing going on. Going to see movie with Joy and Pete. Separately. But the same movie. Gooo the movie :D. I don't actually remember what it's called though... it will possibly not come to me. Something bout Perfect. Neways the Hilary Duff one. Oh and I think i'm better than people. Oh, did I mention selfish? AHHHHHHHH! This shit is so retarded. I was feeling completely fine only a couple of hours ago, okay I wasn't feeling too great but there was nothing wrong. Now I feel angry and sad at the same time. I'm feeling upset. Just generally upset. And my music isn't cheering me up anymore. You can tell i'm in a bad mood when I start swearing, either that or i'm hanging around people who are swearing a lot, and it's night time. I'm thinking of going outside and sleeping on the trampoline. Taking a blanket of course. Think someone will come and slit my throat? Spose thats half the thrill. One day I wish to use vocabulary that even Joy would be impressed with. crumble | 10:54 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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