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Saturday, December 24 - Christmas Sucks People keep lecturing me. Father has given me the 'driving' lecture three times in the past so many days. Then I get the 'there is more than one way to get into the course you want' lecture from both my parents, and anyone I speak to who asks how I went. My brother keeps calling me boring. He's been doing it for the entirity of our trip to the states and also said it 5 minutes ago.This is an email I sent around to everyone on my list, i'll copy it here in case you missed it (my email address book is the most unorganised thing I have) "If everyone was jumping off the harbour bridge would you do it?" "Hmmm... I duno, quite possibly" Just wanted to join the majority and email you all wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I think there's something about this year but it's just not feeling like christmas for me. Father took me "driving" today. Actually we had to go out and buy Mum's christmas present. And ice cream. And coffee. And pies for lunch. I think maybe it's the lack of school. Not having that couple of days when everyone brings candy canes and christmas cards, and those people who are not afraid of the law wear christmas hats around. Maybe it's because there are no christmas decorations up in my room at all, maybe it's because my room is very very messy. I hope everyones having a good time, remember, christmas is a time to eat lots and lots and lots and lots of food, and then have a nap in the afternoon, or through boxing day. I dont know what it's like at your houses on Christmas day but we have lunch with mums side of the family and dinner with dads. Which means it can get very busy. This year both sides are coming to our house. So the dishwasher is going to be running very hot. I think I will end up watching Monsters Inc with my second cousins again. We pretty much watch it every year, actually I watch it usually, and the kids run around the room for two hours. Dad was 'testing' the ice ceam we bought earlier today. I miss everything, not school, because school was pretty much a drag, argh I hated my school. But I miss ALL my friends lots, which means ALL of you. Argh see this is why I avoid writing group messages, because I just keep typing and they end up really long and then I don't want to send them but I do anyway and then they just end up all shifty. Thats right, shifty. Shifty is a cool new word. Almost as fun as shirty. What was the point of this email again? Oh right, MERRY CHRISTMAS! I HOPE ALL YOUR CHRISTMAS WISHES COME TRUE! Wow, the vacuum sounds like its screaming. ~ Love from Wil. "Willow: Have you googled her yet? Xander: Willow, she's 17. Willow: It's a search engine" It just doesn't feel like christmas. I actually do not want any presents, like there's nothing that I hope I get from 'Santa'. Actually scrap that, I would love a power cord for my computer. But I really dont think my parents would wrap one up and give it to me. I got heaps of wonderful stuff for my birthday that I still havent put somewhere properly. My room is full. Oh and I'm thinking of painting it... blue possibly. Yes I think blue is the most likely colour. Or maybe a bubblegum pink, but if I said that to mother she would say "*laughing* I don't think you're a pink person" We're going out to dinner but I don't want to go. Probably why i'm still here. We have to leave in 7 minutes and my brother is still in the bathroom and my father and I both have to have a shower. Argh Christmas Sucks. Argh Christmas sucks, whats with all this happiness anyway? It's just weird. People just like getting presents and seeing their families and all that. Wow, I am in a bad mood at the moment. Sorry. I apologise for my feelings. I am a bad person, okay wow i'm getting worse. You know why I felt bad sometimes on my holiday? Disneyland is this fantastic place and there were all these families there hanging out together and having fun. My parents had opted to stay home and go on holidays by themselves rather than go with their children to "the happiest place on earth". I know i'm being selfish by saying that, I know that I am very lucky that my dad sent my brother and I to disneyland at all, but still. Yes I know, selfish. I'm sick of my head. My brain can be rather annoying sometimes. It just won't turn off, the only time I ever get any kind of peace is when i'm asleep, I suppose thats why I like sleeping so much. I noticed it on our trip, probably because 13 hours on an aeroplane can be rather annoying, specially since I had the same song running round in my head the entire time. I just won't stop thinking. And the same thoughts go round and round so it isn't even that interesting. I just need a break from myself for a while. crumble | 6:09 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos
FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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