Thursday, May 8 - Its amazing how many crap fanfics are out there on the internet world... I found a X-men fic website and they ALL seem to be extreemly crappy. Either i'm slow or none of them make any sense... in all fairety i'm probably slow... hehehe... anyway... i'm at home again today... stuff school... it's just a waste of time and youth... everyone says u gotta do your best at school so u can get the job you want and have a happy eternity but the fact is that there's a good chance you'll die before you get there... and that's not worth it then... anyway... the truth is that since the beginning of high school i've had the stange feeling that i'm destined to die before i get old... like i mean die as a kid... and it's sorta something that i've unconsiously been believing for years... and if it happens I probably won't care...but there's a few things I wanna do before I die::: : eat from those white chinese container/boxes that everyone eats from on tv : sing a song in public : make a crappy movie with my friends that we can laugh at and keep forever : make out in the rain (how cool would that be... gimme about 20 years for it to happen though coz i've never had a bf yet) : perfect my blog... make it pretty and with two columns and with a real banner and cool pictures and people who read it : walk down a red carpet : go to another country... i don't really give a rats which one but I wanna leave Aus at least once : see a dead person (come on u gotta do it once) mum's home... well I assume so because the dog is barking... I should really be watching my movie... i started it before but I left and it's still playing... Princess Diaries... the movie I watch when I don't wanna watch action or comedy... we have way too many action and comedy and i just wasn't in the mood for any today... life sucks... oh shit she is home... I dun wanna go to netball tonight... it's boring and cold and does nothing but help us catch up on gossip... training has become a waste of my time... I love playing netball and I still will... i duno if i'll play next year... probably... but i duno about yr 12... i might be busy and everyone else might quit... it's sorta sad... i've played every year since I was 8... got lotsa trophies... hehehe... anyway... I don't wanna quit ereally because it's my only link to my primary school friends... otherwise I wouldn't see them at all... it's annoying... anyway... I think i'm about ready to sing in front of people... maybe I should write a song... too bad i can't play an instrument... grrrrrrr... maybe I should leech onto people with music talent and form a band... too bad I don't know anyone... I want someone to talk to... someone who I can talk to easily and just get on with... coz I have stuff to talk about and nobody to talk to... |
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