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Sunday, August 31 - Santa Cruiz is normal! Some things are do-able... some things are not... somethings are light and fun... some things are deep and meaningful... some people are nice... some people hide behind imaginary couches... sometimes life seems amazing... sometimes you want to be anywhere else but living yours...A few years ago I worte this somewhere... "Happy Days are the days when we take the happy pills. Unhappy days are the days when we remember taking the happy pills, and worse, why" I can't remember where I wrote it... or even why... probably wasn't feeling so good then... least I don't actually take the happy pills... never would... brought up to well for that... I get all my niceness from Mum... she's probably the nicest person you'd ever hope to meet... she lets us do what we want... drives us when we go out... gives us money when we need it... thats why i hate it when im angry with her... coz it makes me feel guilty and bad about myself... how can I be so mad at a person so perfect... it's annoying... i'm not mad at her at the moment or anything... just thinking... My dad is another story... i think i've already said I dont' like him much... and he's sitting right in front of me so I don't think i wanna go into it again... I listen to 104.1-2DayFM... just thought i'd throw that in... how random of me... we (mum&I) used to love listening to the morning crew on our way to work in the mornings... but now we hate them... most of our time is now spent flicking and trying to find some decent music to listen to... which reminds me I have to put some CDs in the car... We listen to NOVA a bit now... it's okay... the music is better at least... morning radio has hardly any music... coz everyone is talking and stuff... i'll get over it... sometime... My eyes hurt... should not be blogging at 11:47PM... not a good thing... I was probably in bed earlier last night... grrrrrr... evil everything... I should go to bed soon... just got a bit of stuff to do first... not much interesting... just some boring neopets stuff and dollz stuff... and of course blogging... 39 days till my birthday... will organize party soon... hopefully... if i'm still allowed to have it... maybe I should have a small one... but still... just inviting the group makes it a big party already... grrrrrr... evil everybody... *notices a running trend in this paragraph*... I'm typing faster... one thing blogging does to you... but its annoying coz I got to school and type there and its different coz on my comp the keys r very low and stuff... and at school they're not... so I don't type as fast... We got rolley chairs in the computer room at school... ones with wheels... and that go up and down when u press them... very very fun... i was doing this whole elevator thing... coulda got a lot better with some practice... I have two words for you "Leo Beiderman"... heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh... you may get the joke... some of you may not... most of you will be very confused... I get it... so thats okay... I have another two words for you... "Elijah Wood"... now some of you may be tigging onto this idea... some of you will still be as confused at hell... and some of you may have already skipped this paragraph... but for all those who understand... "Wolf!" Enough of my insanity... is it time for a pepsi? I get ignored... mainly in drama... coz everyone is so loud and everything... and they're all nice... but like Anna is annoying and annoying some more... I hate it when the 'naughty' (for lack of a better word) kids in class play up to the teacher... coz it means that the teacher likes them and the 'good' kids in class are ignored and therefore are picked on... bastard teachers... i am getting close to slowly depressing the shit out of myself... oh well... was having a good weekend... bout time I spoiled it... Define 'normal'... am I normal? Is anyone normal? Is being normal a good thing really? Is it a bad thing? What does it really mean? Should people try to be normal? Or should they try and stand out? Are normal people on tv? or is Tv a different sort of normal? Are famous people normal? Should they be? Are normal people boring? Are all boring people normal? Do normal people get on better with other normal people? Do people seem more normal if they are surrounded by abnormal people? Do normal people do weird things when surrounded by more normal people? Can you be more normal than somebody? Is normal a standard level? Is normal different in different countries? Should it be? Is there a national normal level? Can people be normal some of the time and not-normal the rest? If a person is normal sometimes and not-normal the rest of the time which one is their normal? Should normal people be taken out into the street and all shot? If they were would the standard of normalcy change and therefore force us to shoot the people who (as a result of the shooting of all the normal people) became normal? Can one person clerely define normal? Do people have different views of normal? Would we end up with everyone in the world shot in the streets? Should I be able to ask this many questions about being normal? Should you be able to 'act' normal? Should normal people be able to act 'abnormal'? Is your level of normalcy genetic? If your mother is normal, and your father is abnormal, and they both raise you for the same about of time, which one are you? Can you be between normal and abnormal without being normal part of the time? Can it be constant? Does everyone think they are normal? Are they right? Do abnormal people think they are normal and that normal people are abnormal? Is questioning ones normalcy normal? Is normalcy a real word? Can their be a standard device to measure normalcy? Are people generally attracted to people who are abnormal? Can you be generally normal? Can different parts of you be normal (face, hair, laugh, sense of humour etc etc etc)? me=boredness you=??? crumble | 12:06 am
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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