Sunday, October 10 - birthday denial! Let me introduce you to something I like to call Birthday denial... normally it hits you when you get older... but it hit me two years ago...whoa... mums cousin just called.. i didn't know my mother had a cousin... whoa... she's coming up tomorrow... for the funeral... thats tomorrow... at 11... 11am... in the morning... 11am in the morning... 11am in the morning? what the hell is that, omg this is terrible... So anyway... birthday denial... it happens when you look forward to your birthday from a long way away... but when it gets closer you don't really look forward to it... 6 months before your birthday you start planning a huge party, but 1 month before your birthday you rethink it and decide its too much trouble... it happens when you won't open your presents in front of people... it happens when you don't want cake and candles and songs... it happens when you don't want any of these things because you know they will just disappoint... So... school tomorrow... yay! |
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