Sunday, October 24 - create, edit post, status Blah blah blah...I really really shouldn't be posting... it's 8pm... and i still have homework... but i'm cold so i'm lying in bed... the internet cord reached from the computer room to my room... so thats how i'm lying in bed... I have maths homework... Actually i don't really get the stuff we're doing in maths right now... i'm finding it hard... i think i can do it well enough but i need to go over it so i'm doing the exercises again in the back of my book... I want a good UAI... I was talking to mum today... I told her that i want to go to University overseas somewhere and live on campus (or maybe get an apartment or something)... I think it'd be really fun... we were tossing up the idea of going to Canberra... It's far enough away for me to get away from everything but close enough that if i really wanted to get home on the weekend I could... So... i'm feeling lazy right about now... no i'm not really... hehehehe... because of the storm today... it rained a lot... a lot a lot a lot... and when it rains a lot our family room floods... hehehehehehe... it's hillarious... mum hates it because she has to clean it up but i thought it was great... small problem was the water running down the wall past the power point... but there was nothing plugged in so it was okay... Fuck it... im shit... i'm a shit... life is shit... i never went over to Pop's house to help with the cleaning... i was meant to... last weekend... but i never did because i was sick... and i feel guilty... because i didn't help... and my cousin's helped... and so did my parents... apparently it was open house yesterday... mum and dad went over to pick some stuff up in the morning... it's shit... I went to the Dentist last thursday... my teeth are fine... she took x-rays... which is gross because you have to bite down on something and she stuck it really far down my throat and i was almost gagging... I just want something amazing to happen... like... life is shit... i mean seriously it is... honestly... but i just want something huge and good to happen to me... i'm not trying to be ungrateful for the perfect life that i have at the moment... i'm provided for... i'm not struggling for food or money... my parents are great... i think i'm quite a nice person... generally... i would just like something extraordinary... Aint no Mountain high enough Aint no valley low enough Aint no river wide enough To keep me from getting to you I thin Chanel is going to get voted out of Aussie Idol... or Hayley... i DID want Chanel and Courtney to be the final two but i'm not so sure now... I like Anthony but I think he's a bit too much like Guy Sebastian almost... I would like Courtney to win... he's very cool... Tommy's gone... :( He was my friend... and it sucks when you don't get to say goodbye... :(... so don't mind me while i go cry now... :(:(:( I'm so jealous of Amy... she has front row tickets to the Hilary Duff concert... argh! I'm so angry!!!!!!! hehehehe... nah its okay... should be cool... wonder if mitchie will let me borrow his camera... which reminds me... i'm going to make a wishlist... of all these things that i want... like a bowling pin... and i'll put them on a page... hehehehe... coz i really got nothing from any family members for my birthday... besides the hat stand from my brother... i got money from everyone... lol... So Keira and I are thinking of making the dresses blue... that'd be cool... we should have a look at some pattern books in Lincraft... hehehehehehe... I think i migth learn how to sew... i mean i kinda know how to but i'd like to learn how to do it properly... like make a dress... maybe i'll start a project... the dress that i love in the pattern book from lincraft... hehehehehehehehe... I've been okay with my going to school recently... but it's only the start of the term... and wait... i missed wednesday the week before last... but i was really sick... so i didn't stay at home for the reasons i normall stay at home... Buffy Marathon in the holidays?!?!?! Pizza making day in the holidays?!?!?! Hehehehe i'm reading old posts... and one of them says: For. A. Walk. Bitch... Lol.. i love it... i think its hillarious... but i like small things... Remind me I finished FEBRUARY... and was up to MARCH |
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