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Thursday, December 16 - clean room? empty bed? closed phonebox? Done... finished season 4... and i'm in a pretty weird headspace right about now... i'm feeling kinda small and insignificant... and a bit unhappy... and slightly sick...Mum and Dad went out to take mitchie to work this afternoon (bout 3) and left me home alone... i was watching buffy (as you do)... and i kept hearing things... and i was scared... argh... now it's embarassing... but anyway i was terrified... paused the buffy and listened, kept hearing things... knew we had two fencemen working outside but i heard noises inside and i was scared that they were burgular fencemen... but anyway after standing in the corner of the dining room for 5 minutes and another 10 minutes of standing in the lounge room with my mobile unlocked and ready to dial the last 0, i finally decided that if i wanted to watch more buffy i had to go check out the rest of the house... i crept up the hall... very stealthily (i wish), i looked in my room, in the bathroom, in the study and computer room... i crept a bit further, looked in mitchie's room, looked in the family room, made sure the garage door was closed, looked in mum'n'dads room... didn't have the guts to check the laundry but on the way back to the lounge room i stopped off in my bros room and took his baseball bat... it comforted me until my parents got home... Oh and i think the noises were just creaking doors and the radio... During the school term my parents usually spend the time bugging me and saying that whatever crap i'm doing to avoid work i can do in the holidays and they won't bug me about it... liars... we're back in the constant yelling at me universe and i seem to be very popular... I just want to sit in my room and not be disturbed... i want some 'me' time... wait, scrap that, i want a lot of 'me' time... a week of it... yeah thats right, a week of me time... thats what i want... And i wanted to conduct the church choir too... Nah i didn't... never even heard a real church choir... just a quote from a play i used to know fairly well... I should go clean my room... crumble | 7:41 pm
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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