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Sunday, September 25 - Are you wuzzy? Does anyone know when we get out reports back? Because I am dying to know my ranks. Well maybe not my maths rank. But maybe if I get my report back while my parents are away they'll forget about it for a while and won't read it before me. Argh.And $90 is quite a bit of money. But no. Graduation party was really good last night. I have so many stories i'm not allowed to tell. I really want mitchie to finish his RA application soon so we can possibly go to the movies today, but it's not gonna happen. Today is reserved for cleaning my room and the dining room and tommorrow study happens. I have decided that i'm going to make my maths teacher die of a heart attack by getting 100% in maths. Vast improvement but honestly I think it's possible. Okay maybe not 100. But I sure could get over 90%. The Val dinner was fantastic but honestly i'm only going to remember my drunk father. Had a slight freak out yesterday in the car with mum. And if I have a total freak out i'm gonna be ashamed and not want to show my face ever again. And my father is gonna say "I told you so". Argh, I didn't have father issues two years ago. Actually the Val dinner wasn't that fantastic, kinda boring really. Food and speeches. No impromptu singing of the school song (what school song?) like on thursday at my old school. If I had daughters I would want to send them to my old school. The only way I would send them to the school I just graduated from would be if they had an excessive amount of common sense. I'm not sure whether I believe in mistakes. I think i might write fuzzy wuzzy's today. I know it's a bit late but I think I might write them and give them out at my birthday party. Or something. At least for my school friends coz they don't really know what fuzzy wuzzy's are and I would like to enlighten them. I want to go to university. I'm looking forward to it and I know that its less than probable that I get into the course that I want to do. But I really want to. I don't particularly want to go overseas next year. I'm not looking forward to it really and I don't remember why I wanted to go in the first place. I got my time capsule back on thursday. Written in English in year 7. Buried under the school and given back on their graduation day. You know what my short term goals were? To get a scholarship to the school I just graduated from. It's weird.I apparently wanted to go there in year 7. I applied and got in to my school in year 6 but I didn't go because I also got into... This is hard to write while trying to avoid using school names. Can we say School-1 and School-2. School-1 was year 7 to 10 and School-2 was years 11&12. but I didn't go because I also got into School-1. And because it was selective I went there instead. Which was the right decision and has made my life so wonderful. I didn't try again for the scholarship test to School-2 until year 10. When I was so unhappy at School-1 that I thought School-2 would be the greener grass. In some ways it was and in some ways it wasn't. I never belonged to School-2 because I didn't grow up there. I just kinda fell into it and had to mould myself to the other people around me. I grew into School-1 and I felt like I fit it perfectly, but a lot of these feelings are just positive because I left and I miss it so much. I don't know, it's confusing. I'm sending my daughters to School-1. And possibly my sons to the brother school of School-1. I wonder if i'll have smart children. Oh I hope so. That would be nice. crumble | 11:51 am
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DOB: 8th of October COUNTRY: Australia & Kangaroos FAMILY: Mum, Dad, Mitchie, Claudia PETS: Tom the Sexy Beast FEELING:   
likes... buffy the vampire slayer, greys anatomy, glass house, kumars at #42, spicks and specks, west wing, angel, gilmore girls, dark angel, firefly, stargate, lord of the rings, star wars, the simpsons, crossing jordan, tru calling, ally mcbeal, bradley whitford, dominic monaghan, david wenham, rupert grint, james masters, anthony stewart head, elvis, hilary duff, evanescence, good charlotte, the whitlams, machine gun fellatio (the band), my baby tom, writing, singing in the shower, playing pool, netball, basketball, exams, tidying, chinese food (lemon chicken, sizzling steak, chicken and sweet corn soup, san choi bow, spring rolls, prawn chips), my old friends, my new friends, my other friends, my box, my papyrus, my faerie picture, mount caules story. 
 dislikes... bugs, honey, insects that she thinks are poisonous (all of them!), marmalade, studying, not knowing things, not being able to splel, the english curriculum, vacuuming, the beach, being on stage and not knowing what to do, shopping, gross things, vegemite, olives, dark chocolate, flower smells, the hsc, beetroot, my boobs, pickles, people picking their noses, half-eaten food, playing drama games all lesson and not doing any work, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed studying, my father nagging me to study when I am indeed doing something other than studying, losing money, being fat, when the tv times change and you don't know, mornings, being lonely. |
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