Sunday, January 22 - Gaston. I'm not really in the good-vibrations mood right now. I used to love getting Chinese for dinner but it wasn't very nice tonight. Better to have with a glass of water.You dream about going up there But that is a big mistake Seeing everyone from school again tomorrow, should be good, shall be my first swimming since schoolies so that will be nice. I always wanted to be Ariel, and Belle, and Jasmine. Belle had the whole book thing going for her which was cool because it made her beautiful and smart. Ariel is wonderful because hello, she's a mermaid and Jasmine was cool because she's a princess. I think I shall perhaps ditch the Wilson nickname at univerisity. It's weird to say "hey i'm wilson, well my real name is Katharine but people call me wilson, it's my last name" It's weird with having the whole 'two schools' thing. It's just so different when I hang out with each group, they do different things and like different things and talk about different things, and find different things good and bad. I think I do 'fit' with both groups, at least in most respects, but its hard going from one to another, specially around result time, sitting with the old-school group where probably noone got under 90 for their UAI, talking about doing law and medicine, trying to be quiet. "What are you doing?" You know when someone says something and it hits you slightly at the time but you totally forget about it. Then, you remember it later and it just starts nagging at you, sometimes it's the nagging as in "i wonder why they said it like that" and sometimes it's just a *smack* in the face. Know what i'm talking about? Oh, well it doesn't matter, I know. Things ALWAYS come back to haunt me. Stupid things I said or did, or just things that I shouldn't have done, or mistakes I made. It's like when I say something wrong there's just this resounding echo in my head of "you shouldn't have done/said that" "you are an idiot". It's annoying. Gonna miss supernatural tomorrow. Upset about that. Asked brother to record it for me, he told me to do it myself, I told him I was going out, he told me to program my VCR. Hold your head high and reach the top |
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